cj_and_annie bethany this is our page coz i know you will find it forever in the sands of time forever in the words of cyber i gots you babay til 6 in da mornin 021125 ... gay gizmo woe is me woe is me i miss you :( this is ours forever no one can take it away hmmm, not that I know of at least....but if theyre out there YOU BETTER NOT anyhoo we will be together again soon enough woe is me 021125 ... bethany manz thinks i should stay out here wanna kill her for me 021125 ... gay gizmo hhmmm, she really thinks that?? I dont know what to tell you. I think you should still come out. We are gonna have some problems tho thats for sure. 021125 ... bethany i think i find him more attractive now we spent like all night watching movies and shit and he had a good meal if ya know what i mean 021130 ... gay gizmo ok, thats too much information!! BLAH ok, my turn to bitch what am i going to do?? everytime, with every person i feel is good enough for me (whatever that means), I never think I am good enough for them. I have a standard that I apply to people that are worthy of my love, but how can that be when I dont even think I fit my own standards. Its so aggravating. why does shit get harder when we get older?? I havent had a boyfriend yet. how sad is that? what if I do die lonely? I cant even land a decent guy I'm into!! wtf 021130 ... spatula I am in here, splooshing all over your page. *sploosh sploosh sploosh* Tee hee. Now I leave. 021201 ... Eddie Oh really 021202 ... bethany you mr asshole arent allowed here anymore *blush* and chris you need a swift kick from me thatssit give in dive in WHAT DO WE ALWAYS SAY if they dont like you their its their loss i love you bigtime and i'm dripping in charm so who's to say that an even sexier and charming person but male wont fall just as head over heels with your soul as i have babaylove you're better than the self loathing bullshit you're putting yourslef through only kiss isnt hot enough for kiss 021204 ... gay gizmo you always know just how to make me feel better :) love you 021205 ... bethany i almost cried when you were crying but that wouldnt have helped things i love that i get to talk to you when you're down i love that i get to be that person it makes me feel so special and so assured that such a remarkable person lets me cry to him too hope you got to wank off 030103 ... bethany i need to know you're still there 030107 ... gay gizmo baby, i love you so much that you were ther for me. and BOY did ever!!! lol..i wa a wreck. I miss you. I'm torn. Even when there are no tears rolling down my soft cheeks. My heart is constantly crying 030109 ... gay gizmo i miss you incredibly...so so much babes 031030 what's it to you? who go blather from