breathless_in_pursuit_of_you
fyn gula if i were to paint you not by memory but by sight, then my paints would dry in the time it would take to capture your beautiful complexity.
your eyes, the gems hidden in the cave of st. germaine.
your heart the bird.
your kiss, the iris petals in the all day rain.
your words break the saturated ground, sturdy shoots growing from buried seeds.
your life, the outstretched hand i reach for, fingers fully extended. tips just brushing.
010522
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sabbie racing through the trees
after the thought of you
autumn leaves leaping back
from my flying feet
hair tangled by the crisp wind
heaving breath clouding my vision

i run
and run
stretching out my arms
shrieking out my joy
grining like a maniac

i run past
in and out of the trees
and then, i am gone.

and eddies of autumn leaves,
all the colours of fire,
pirouette like excited children
in my wake
010522
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fyn gula i chase, stopping not, sans observation of the swirling leaves caught in my hair.

running after you.

ou etes vous? je veux vous trover que. je veux etre ou vous etes.

in your wake i am. looking left. then right.
waiting. hoping. listening.
out of breath. heart beating fast. the fragrance of your passing presence in the air like orange blossom.
the wind whispering for me to keep following.

andiamo. and so i go.
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Photophobe I keep sprinting after you. But with your lazy stroll you always keep just out of reach.

And every time I feel a second wind coming, you make some backhanded comment that makes me choke up.

Your soul takes my breath away.

And I'm suffocating.
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unique butterfly why don't you let me be close to you? you feel so far away. i can't get close because you push me away. why? i sick of running for you. yet, i can't stop. 010602
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camille i ran and ran my mouth dry with the fragrance of honeysuckle breeze
giving up i stood there in silence
realized you were in me
all along
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psychobabe On and on i hear your voice.
Its breezes past me
like memorys in the fall air
leaves breaking from their planters
I smell the air
so clear and crisp
of apples and fall leaves
I smell you i feel you
your all around me everywhere i look
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silentbob a_single_second 010913
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monadh i trace your footprints in the sand 010914
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distorted tendencies ...I'm tired... of running and leaping.
Yet I do it still.
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silentbob i accidently stole this line

in breathless pursuit of you

i must have picked it up subconsciously after seeing it. i rarely remember blathes. yet this one just kicked around a while and then came out of me later
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