a_lesson_on_the_world guesss whooooo You are not above the rest of us. Nor are your problems or talents. Nothing about you is better or worse than anyone else. It all evens out in the end. And despite all the shit we still have a job to do. It's our job to make this work. It's our job to make life work. You said yourself you can change your memories, so can I. So fucking change them already. I know I sound like a bitch. Well I'm not entirely trying not to be. In fact I'm passed all the niceness. Get fucking help!!! *Jumps up and down* You need help. It's not like you haven't had time to start dealing with your problems. I mean I've already been around for two years. Two god damn freaking years. And look at what has happened to me! Please do not misunderstand me. I am not accounting any of my shit to you. I wouldn't do that. What's mine is mine. But you're starting to drag me into yours. No wait. I'm fucking writhing in it. Change. Get help. How many times do you want me to scream it at you? I'll drag you to any place and every place if you won't do it and I think that they'll help. I'll knock you out cold if you fight, anything just to get you through that goddamn door. You're going to live. You're going to be okay. You're going to become a human being just like that rest of us and learn to deal with this thing we've been given, so called life. You're going to hate it. You're going to love it. You're going to have an opinion that's worth hearing. And you're going to stop driving the people out of your life that actually care about you! I disappeared from all of my friends, and my family for you! And don't give me any, "I didn't ask you to" shit. You didn't fucking have to, you practically pulled me down with you. Intentionally or not, it happened, I accept that. But god damnnit girl... it's not just me here! Ever wonder why parents don't like you? IT's not because you're invisible or quiet or shy. It's because you bring your baggage with you everywhere. And you treat everyone like they've wronged you. You glare and scoff whatever! It might be your personality but guess what?!?! It's not working!. You can't live without people. And you're killing all those around you. I don't know how to help you anymore. And no I don't like being around you. I don't like who I become with you anymore. I don't like losing what is rightful mine. What I work everyday to keep and maintain. Happy. And you can have it to, all for the low low price of getting some fucking help! 040826 ... somebody for another lesson please see... could_you_at_least 040826 ... Borealis better start singing that requiem 040826 ... Caldonia Relocatable baggage that's all you are and I know how much they hate you and they fail to see the years of psychobabble you've already endured. I know how you feel and it's too bad the world has to survive the remnant baggage of another. Tsk, tsk, I understand completely and I, for one, don't hate you. One contaminant is the disease of another...and maybe many more. 040826 ... . the requiem has begun 040826 what's it to you? who go blather from