scab Arn shes a scab that I keep scratching 021012 ... girl_jane If you pick too much, it'll scar... 021012 ... minnesota_chris I hear that a nearby school district will be hiring replacement teachers for when their teachers go on strike. The term for this is scabs. They say they will pay $275 per day! I don't believe it tho. 021017 ... p2 the scab sits patiently knowing it will be picked what else are scabs for but to be picked pick, pick, pick until finally the wound reveals itself once more it is as red and as raw as it was when it first marked your body you poke and prod and squeeze to get that pleasureful pain drip, drip, drip and you focus on the pain you relish it it becomes all you know you lose yourself in a sea of ecstasy and agony until you can take no more in tears you finally leave it be so another scab can form ready to be picked again 040804 ... just listening picking scabs gives you dirty fingernails 040804 ... falling_alone you've really got to tie my hands. bandage my legs. fuck me up so i dont move. to continue to tear and wear these scars and scabs. remove the nails. cut off fingers. wipe off the blood. 041024 ... unhinged protective covering that leaves behind a new translucence 120807 ... jane i changed his name in my phone to "scab" - this way, i don't have that sinking feeling when i see it on the screen. i could change it back. he never contacts me. 120808 ... hfse jane, you are awesome. 120921 ... hfse I took his name completely out of my phone's directory one day two months ago, thinking it was over. He then contacted me and I left it in there but only as a number this time. He told me he is a sociopath. Wtf? He seems unavailable and I doubt we will become friends. This bothers me. My thyroid feels like it will burst. 140830 ... hfse And now it's gone again. No one cares. Friendship is impossible. I am impossible at it. Fuck my stupid feelings. Somehing aches again. Rejection is found. 140831 ... hfse Hold your head up you silly girl, see what you've done! When you find yourself in the hick of it help yourself to a bit of wha is all around you, silly girl! This refrain from "Martha My Dear" tends to cheer me up when my heart feels broken. I am not sure exactly why. Must be that combination of upbeat tempo and benign melody and their soft voices. Maybe benign isn't the best adjective to be used when describing his melody but it's what I am able to come up with now. 140831 what's it to you? who go blather from