inflamed_sense_of_rejection i am jack it is mine 020506 ... sweetheart of the song tra bong My friend used to sign all his emails JISOR, for Jack's Inflamed Sense of Rejection. 020506 ... BrotherDB Just keep telling yourself "They're all Lesbians". It helps. 020506 ... BrotherDB Just keep telling yourself "She must be a Lesbian". It helps. 020506 ... i am jack actually, the only woman who i've ever been dated or otherwise been involved with who never left me feeling totally heartbroken at one point or another actually IS a lesbian, so that idea doesn't apply 020506 ... i am jacks anal retentive sense of grammar take out the first "been" in that statement 020506 ... Tiffa I am Tiffany's heartsick desire. And as such, I want the most beautiful man in the world back. Also, because it is my driven nature, I WILL have him for the short time I and he will be in this horrid area. Personally, I love this way of describing things. It's so totally unique and utterly amusing! I think I laugh every time I hear the "I am jack's..." thing. 020507 ... i am jacks bitter envy i know this one isn't a lesbian either because she is involved now with some guy whose name i can't bring myself to spit past my lips much less dignify with keystrokes 020507 ... Syrope i can't say i haven't thought about it, like how when you're almost asleep and everyone's there and then you're alone and just when you can breathe again he leaves and there are no answers. it's not like you'll ever find something to solve, that you can solve, because you never know HOW MUCH things are sanitized for you. and boiled down, and covered up, and left for you to find anyway, like it's not going to hurt. like you're not crazy. maybe you were starting to think you were /OK/ but you're not. you can't be because it hurts too much. but you do the same thing. no such thing as a solution, so just stop it. you only get close to the answer and then he's gone. and it's your fault because you were so stubborn and vulgar. not every thought needs to be verbalized. maybe if you had something you could keep to yourself you wouldn't feel so lost. your handwriting would look like yours and not someone sad's. why would you wait til it's over to go through with it? that's not showing anyone up. no one's gonna think you were brave or strong. it's only showing /you/ that you couldn't make it any further. and it's always about you. if it were about someone else you would have let them down a long time ago but it's just...by the end of the day, at this rate, you're going to finally get what you wanted. and then you're going to be miserable --found tucked in my math notes. i don't even really remember writing it... 050212 ... unhinged it's what builds my walls real or not it's all i can feel it's just easier to assume you're using me or you don't want me real or not it's all i can feel 050212 ... somebody here it comes... can you sense the water rising? you are nothing to him. in spite of all that has been said. 050213 ... unhinged dating seems pointless to me now 160201 what's it to you? who go blather from