today_i_got_laid_off j_blue hope i spelled it right im ok though, searching through monster and hotjobs, etc. kinda sucks though tomorrow i have no reason to wake up 010131 ... unhinged that sucks i hope you are going to be alright until you can find another job 010131 ... jennifer dave got fired today I quit my chicken/deli job today debi is still unemployed and jerry got food poisoning 010131 ... crux yea and bob god fired 010131 ... god he was late too often, but i might let him slide 010131 ... evolutionending the car's on fire and there's no driver at the wheel and the sewers are all muddied with a thousand lonely suicides and a dark wind blows the government is corrupt and we're on so many drugs with the radio on and the curtains drawn we're trapped in the belly of this horrible machine and the machine is bleeding to death the sun has fallen down and the billboards are all leering and the flags are all dead at the top of their poles it went like this: the buildings tumbled in on themselves mothers clutching babies picked through the rubble and pulled out their hair the skyline was beautiful on fire all twisted metal stretching upwards everything washed in a thin orange haze i said: "kiss me, you're beautiful - these are truly the last days" you grabbed my hand and we fell into it like a daydream or a fever we woke up one morning and fell a little further down - for sure it's the valley of death i open up my wallet and it's full of blood 010201 ... j_blue anyway, day 1 of unemployment tried craigslist, hotjobs, and monster worse than just unemployment, my employer had no money to make payroll i am a month of labor behind financially found a posting for 21 year old gay beer drinkers, for like a focus group thing, i guess i'll take what i can get... god i need a career position soon 010201 ... j_blue it happened on wednesday, by yesterday i was busy convincing myself of my utter worthlessness i got this way last time i was looking for a job, and was never quite able to shake the feeling my antisocial tendencies dont help either havent had any non automated call backs for any of the resumes i sent out thinking about changing to a different feild; i skipped retail and customer service, basically, i think i kinda miss that... 010204 what's it to you? who go blather from