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minnesota_chris aha! You're a candy bar! 040811
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globalfruitbat an orange frozen then dipped in sugar
perfect moments running down your wrist
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Lila Pause Yes I am!! A german candy bar!

(Cute huh? =)
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daxle ooh ooh can i be a beer? not a german beer though. i'm into lagers. 040811
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Strideo Ommegang! I wanna be Ommegang if I have to be a beer.
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minnesota_chris well you're cute too, but I wasn't talking about that. 040812
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sab
i stood out on the street the other night, waiting for the bus
it was a dark night, no moon
it would be nice to say there was a million stars, but the city, strung with neon_pearls does not allow me lights that arnt her own
shes a fickle bitch, some nights
but i love her all the same.

the dark was indespersed with windows into lives ive never touched
kitchens fogging up with cooking food
dinner tables
tvs painting ceilings that flickering blue
silohettes of people who have learned to close the blinds

and i stood in the cold
breathing out foggy clouds of my life
waiting for the bus

it lit up the road as it arrived
and i got onboard

it was deperatly bright inside, so bright it washed away anything from outside
instead we sat in a mirrored bubble of ourselves
as we traveled along.

i hadnt bought a ticket.

the bus seemed bigger than they usually do, more spacious, not in a brochure way, but in the way that the desert seems kind of spacious. and i gazed across this vast expanse of empty seating
empty aisle

and there she was

sitting there
bag held in loose hands as she gazed out the window
into her own reflection

she was one of the girls you see sometimes
that holds themselves a certian way
or tilts their heads at just that angle
or you hear a word
or a sentance

and thats it
your done
your done for

i watched her, off and on, for the entire journey
she was still, like she'd stopped
like i'd caught her in an extended second of stillness
and any moment now she would move

but jsut for this second
this very second
she was still
she was still
she was still

i watched her for the whole trip
and she never moved

she could well have been contempative
or a marionette
she had that long legged grace about her
that tugs at my heart
the kind that daddy long legs do
kind of spindally
kind of arkward
but graceful nonetheless
although she never moved

she might have died
and i might have fallen in love with a corpse that night

or a doll
or a girl
who didnt move
the entire trip

home


beautiful_stranger
beautiful_strangers

make the night gleam
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Lila Pause You conjure up motion pictures with your fingers.
- You're_beautiful.
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sab after spending the entire day with the beautiful lily_bland in my head, this was the girl who came to me when i read your name

so i thought it only fair
that i shared her
with
you
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anomalous i like your fireworks photo. 050505
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Lila Pause Thanks anomalous. I'm not a very good photographer. I just go SNAP, SNAP, SNAP like I'm David_Bailey. But I happened to catch the fireworks right as they were climaxing... 050506
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