bitter_truth misstree And at the end of this beautiful, this terrible, this poetry-ridden day, I will go home alone, no gods to sing me to drunken slumber. 090507 ... unhinged i've been alone for most of my life; maybe i don't know how to be anything else. 090507 ... Lemon_Soda There are two parts to why I do it. One is because when people call out I always felt someone should answer. The other part is, I'm lonely too. 090508 ... Death of a Rose truth needs to steep awhile, lay among the sweet discords, burn through our smiles, and sweetened with honey; before we drink it down. I've been lonely for 29 years, and I've never learned to undo the loneliness. but I'm trying now, now that it's way past due to end, before my expiration date passes me by. 090508 ... mourninglight the longer the tea steeps... 090623 ... In_Bloom Here it is Mortal time is finite Goodness isn't guaranteed a reward In fact, it's rarely rewarded So... Do as little harm as possible and LIVE 090623 ... TCMT It really depends on the person, their choices, their determination, and their perseverance. Accept for the occasional calamity, it really depends on us. We can never really fail, unless we are dead or permanently paralyzed. Any momentary failure is just a reason to try again. If death comes before we achieve our dreams, we'll be dead, so there won't be any reason to care... So it is best to believe in and pursue your dreams....most likely, if you are persistent enough, some portion of it will come true. Discouragement is the fast killer of dreams. 090905 ... unhinged i am really fucking lonely again and in dire need of regular hugs i miss his regular hugs. but not his regular drinking. and everytime i get drunk now i feel like a hypocrite. 090906 ... hsg someoneeds your hug just as much. 090906 ... ergo The bitter truth of loneliness has slowly evolved in me. Knowing now that loneliness isn't a unique ache that afflicts me in particular, but part of the human condition, this is becoming less a bitter and more a umami truth. 090907 ... ergo So...... give a fellow soul a umami hug today. 090907 ... blown cherry he's just not that into me through all the excuses, one truth is clear. I have created this bed of loneliness and it's time for me to lie in it. 090907 ... unhinged it was easier for me to act like i didn't know you cause what i know now has left me broken_hearted or brokenhearted 090908 ... unhinged mindful_hugging suffering is the human condition. all conditioned phenomena degrade to suffering eventually. love_is_pain but then again pain is also impermanence. i will feel this pain this time. i will resist the urge to numb myself and maybe the next time i will remember what this feels like and be a better communicator in an effort to mitigate that. 090908 ... hsg serum 100518 what's it to you? who go blather from