i_never_stopped fallenangel i stopped loving him? and you started? i never stopped. i never stopped. i still love him. but you wouldn't know that. you wouldn't care. i wish i could stop. i can't. i wish for something that cannot come back to me---i wish for the past. you will never know how i feel about him, you will never know how much i want to see myself in his eyes again. you will never know how many chances i had. how many times i let him go. i never stopped loving him. you just stopped seeing it. and you think you have fallen in love with him? 010620 ... vampers we all knew you never stopped loving him, we all knew you were just denying it to yourself and everyone else. she didnt betray you. not in the least. she told you because she believed in you, in your so-called friendship which apparently you are too blind to see. you are huring her with everyword, and every second of silence. one couldnt ask for a better friend and youre throwing it away because of your stubborness and naivity. you lost your chance with him because you stopped trying. in the end you lost his friendship. you will never see yourself in his eyes because you missed the oppurnity. you spent too much of your time pitying yourself, hurting her, pissing him off, and calling me a bitch with other intentions. and secondly, i dont have other intentions, i dont have any intentions when it comes to him. the thing that is a lie, is you. stop denying your feelings to yourself, to others, trust people, dont hurt them. nothing will change, nothing will approve if you keep your present attitude. its time for you to grow up and move on. he does not love you. you cant have him. however, she does love you, you can still have your friendship, just treat her better, dont hurt her, stop making her cry. 010702 ... tears of the night i never stopped trusting you i never stopped being your friend. You just so mad you thought i was mad at you. but you were the ony one mad. becuase i never stopped. and i never will. 010709 ... artie i am a born addict focused all on one thing than the next wishing a sort of balance in life 020604 ... unhinged i_never_stopped dreaming i_never_stopped hoping i_never_stopped living there are times when vital signs have been low but hope always comes back to haunt me angels always watching over me 020604 ... princess loving you long enough to realize that you are a total loser. 020615 ... unhinged but you wouldn't understand that so i'm not even going to try again 040306 ... Nikita even if you are living and you are a loser does that mean you cannot LOVE? but i do love him, and now he fucking hates me; there is nothing that can be done 040306 ... Death of a Rose someone cut the brake line! 040319 ... Deomis i never stopped to care; and you never stopped caring. 050126 what's it to you? who go blather from