i_feel_guilty auburn About sometimes feeling so sad. Because I am so fucking special. I am someone's world. And he holds me and tells me he loves me. And in every one of those moments I forget everything about the myself, and the world that makes me so afraid. I've got it easy. 080315 ... ever dumbening about everything all the time . 080315 ... unhinged sadness guilt happiness love all just waves in the ocean of your mind you are the one that makes one better than the other but really they just rise and pass away like waves your ego placing, judging, ordering one above others i say revel in it any of it but especially the love 080315 ... e_o_i An accurate reflection of my feelings too, as it happens. Due to: irresponsibility, not listening, not caring enough. I do not know why I do the things I do. There must be a song like this. 080316 ... unhinged (yes i often feel guilty also for things i said or didn't say for not giving enough to others when i barely have enough for myself for bad decisions i made months ago for not going to his show.... the list could go on and on) 080317 ... FUCK YOU oh boohoo you feel guilty for treating someone like shit, oh why don't you just continue to treat them like shit then? if i see your fucking face, i'll spit in it. 080317 ... daryl hall i would just like to take a moment to commend you, "fuck you", for contributing such incomparable beauty to blather. yours truly is a poetic soul. i would raise the point that you wouldn't know what any 'skite looks like even if you were to be confronted with their presence, making it difficult for you to bring your faceless threat to fruition, but such thoughts are trivial and they wither next to your wit and elegance. this place, and the world as a whole, is enriched by having your words in it. 080317 ... thin cheese slice actually, i think i met "FUCK YOU" in the pizza place today, on valencia street. she said, "i'll shove a prison knife up your ass." what an honor i thought, a shiv made just for me. 080317 ... Lemon_Soda There is something beuatiful about unadulterated jack-assery. I personally like the strength of conviction and the sting of venom. Makes for a most palatable empathy. 080318 ... neesh i agree with lemon soda, i can understand that kind of anger. though personally if i were to be that angry, i'd want to be recognised as myself when i expressed it; i wouldn't want to be anonymous about it. what really gets me is when people are all-knowingly condescending, like pea soup on degree_results. 080318 ... asher that I'm not more upset. maybe it has to do with growing up. 080318 what's it to you? who go blather from