the_silence_fills_the_space_between_us onemorebumpintheroad it is set. saturday 9:45 am. you think i'm being so strong. i'm not. i'm just strong enough to hold back the tears until i'm not with you, so i don't have to worry about what you think of me. so i don't have to sit there and hear about how mopey i'm being. duh. of course i am. you carry only 5 % of the emotional burden. you are used to feeling nothing, and it's not physically happening to you. i, on the other hand, have always felt a great deal, and it's being fucking ripped out of MY body. i understand that you're not good with compassion and comfort...that's why i haven't said anything. BUT you could at least try or let me tell someone who could be more supportive. the space between us grows. 020606 ... anoneofyourbusinesssignpost Tell him how you feel. Its the only way. 020606 ... beenthere&back no it's not - he doesn't care... it's just one more thing for him and his friends to laugh about. boys are like that. make better choices next time. it won't happen twice if you don't let it. 030411 ... randomly recent "i'm just strong enough to hold back the tears" ! 040110 ... Syrope suddenly we're on opposite sides of this canyon, and it's not worth it to either of us to jump 040110 ... her royal highness the quirk im scared to initiate conversation i dont want my head bitten off it's become one big cricket chirp there's no reason for it to be this way we're being silly and i think a tad bit stubborn 040111 ... brain stew there is no silence that you can hear my silence is behind my smile behind my laughter, behind the sparkly dancing eyes i die every day i pick myself up its so quiet back here i can hear my thoughts echo 040111 ... pSyche what this roaring river spread like fire in the desert canyon pulls from our hearts Not warmth or coolness, but a turned back verticals parallels and slanting grin half the horizon gone and you sink like the western sun sink into that icy cold your shoulder frosting over What this silence? It is a glacial wall dividing us asunder 070312 ... "The" Man Along with my incessant chit-chat. 070710 what's it to you? who go blather from