bauer_retail amy relativity Est. 1920 I've been thinking about adam and eve lately and lilith. Basically, eve versus lilith. Identity politics versus right order and right sense. And so ? Why the heck am i mulling this? I've skipped to my lou to the end as per usual so i have to ask myself what else have i been (on longer term scales) been thinking about. Well, thomas jefferson. Property holding and the right to vote. Or the right to make money, one of the two. Except not property holding because slave labor means stuff isn't actually yours and genocide symbolic and actual means illegitimacy and theft which will cause a warfare of sorts, you might think you own your stuff land house ( somehow ) but hey jkeep financing the legitimacy war and see if i care? I mean, i do care, but have i shown that i care? How do you show that you care making your vote or your right to livelihood something to defend and be all meaningful and worth everybody else's time? You have kids. Not to only way of course you could have projects, or movements, or creative works. Even as a sickie you can have creative works, projects, or movements to defend w a vote or a right to livelihood. Have i shown that I care? Despite everything? There's free stuff in this word partnership, enmity, spiritual materialism all as free as the day is long because we can so easily lose sight of the origin. Hence the kicks and the multitudinous opportunity for addictions of sorts. Let's get lost my fellows stuff will seem more free. Because football. No football is no worse than a lot of things even though it is terribly crude. But you know pick up sports team play and competitiveness? How many distinct memories you making there? Is that general destressing generally establishing worth adequacy sometimes dominance? That's about having children. when Whole Culture doesn't see the alternative to team play and pick up sports - which i'm asserting is creativity and projects & better achieved in groups too though! you got to be self possessed and assertive to be creative not exactly conformative to what culture sees as meaningful vote legitimacy and right livelihood. If you innovate new rules who needs to support you with anything? i mean they would if they could too... If they didn't have kids. I don't know I'm getting confused but you know we all have our right to something, not everything and I don't even know what right I have to your taxes but i'm not sure i should commit suicide either (!) and you know the good jobs absolutely must go to people w kids and you know my family is too weird to bring children in safely unless i can live far away, at least another state or work with these entitled dumb people, pretend i'm one of them, but mostly i think i'm here to discover why my attitude was devestatingly wrong on the way out of the Garden of Eden. Nothing transcendent or amazing though. (the thoughts you get w celibacy, abstinence, lots of walking, and less legitimacy) 150527 what's it to you? who go blather from