atom's_eve FA/MC (This is addressed to a singular being. But if these words sound familiar, or if they push some buttons, then perhaps it is for you.) Nobody cares about your intentions. They don't earn you the benefit of the doubt and they sure as hell don't obligate people to tolerate you. I understand you and I even believe you when you say you don't mean to be, you're not trying to be, you don't want to be, etc. It does not matter. If people only remember one thing about you it'll be the way you made them feel. And that's why you're fucked. Your funeral, if you have one, will be very quiet. And afterwards nobody will want to remember you. All your accomplishments, as well as your words and actions, have been done in complete vanity, and anything reflected in your life which remotely resembles a legacy will die with you. If you should ever be complicit in the potential disaster of procreation, you will not be able to raise anything but insecure whiny parasitic junkies who you will surely eventually abandon, like anything else which doesn't serve or admire you, which of course they will do neither. I've known plenty of people with mental and neurological conditions. From autism to ADHD, bipolar to aspergers, chronic depression, narcissism, paranoid schizophrenia, abandonment. I've seen a lot. And let me tell you - in my experience none of these things explain or excuse being an asshole, or having your head so far up your ass you know the taste of your own kidneys better than the taste of oxygen. Those things are sold separately. You could be perfectly psychologically "normal" and you'd still be an asshole. But you'll never own up to it. The excuse is built in. The onus is on everyone else to deal with you and your shit. Everything you speak is an ultimatum. You ask no questions, you simply command the undeniable truth to your fortunate audience. You blame everyone except yourself for everything you can't accomplish and anything that ever goes wrong. The slightest disagreement is more than worthy of personal insults and vile comparisons in your estimation. You've never let anyone get a word in edgewise. You have no sense of independence or self, and you take it out on the people who let you walk all over them. You are a vulture in wolf's clothing and you deserve nothing. I can't believe you're a lost cause because I've seen brighter miracles with my own eyes. But if anyone is going to change you, it won't be me. You are what you are and I'm not going to interfere or challenge or even hate you. I will do everything I can to simply walk around you. It won't take much. You might be a friend of a friend but you're no friend of mine. 240906 what's it to you? who go blather from