on_letting_go a clever disguise For your futures sake I've got advice I'd advise you to take Don't keep betting "Well, it's gotta light me up sometime" You lost your turn You lost your turn "All I wanted to be was one of your children And all I wanted to be was one of yours" See how clean the water is where you are Wash off your handcuffs And know the hidden messages you hear They aren't real. You tricked your mind to feel You tricked your mind to feel You tricked your mind... "All I wanted to be was one of your children And all I wanted to be was one of yours" Are we even now, are we even now? We are unrelated, we are unrelated If blood is thicker than water Then you'll drown quicker than we intended If blood is thicker than water And you'll know where you can find us in the end So we can begin again So we can begin "All I wanted to be was one of your children And all I wanted to be was one of yours" ~ Circa_Survive 120113 ... unhinged cultivate_compassion master_consideration cultivate_equanimity and when after all that it still goes south walk_away 120113 ... unhinged maybe it is better that i don't have to wonder maybe it is better that you are healthy you have your head on straight maybe that is the way i should leave it i don't think i could watch you destroy yourself again maybe i can dream maybe i can hope that this thing will stay the same even though i know nothing_stays_the_same maybe it's better that our last conversation was full of laughter and appreciation maybe it's better that i can forgive you and walk_away but maybe i'm just kidding myself 120219 ... a clever disguise I basically promised myself I would never return to the yo during a conversation yesterday. That is a promise I should absolutely keep. There is nothing of virtue for me there. There is only the deterioration of the woman I have become. Not for my love. Not for my daughter. For me. I should never return to that ghost town. 120219 ... unhinged i promised myself i would never answer his calls ever again so i texted him instead 120219 ... daf If you love yourself. Don't make your mind strong. If you care for your happiness, don't stick up for yourself unless it comes from your heart and not your head. If you care for your children, choose their name carefully and teach them that their name is not them, only a tool for communication. Don't fill their minds with worthless "education." Instead, first and foremost..let their education consist of teaching them to find out who they ARE..deep down before any noun, adjective or verb ever touched them. Raise your kids the way their are being raised today, and you doom them to years of mistaken identity, unhappiness...hell: The loneliness, isolation and frustration which you yourself have felt and perhaps still do. 120220 ... unhinged alone_again still hurts like hell 140721 what's it to you? who go blather from