just_to_hurt_your_feelings silentbob i probably would have never been your friend if i had known you weren't ever going to go out with me. 000903 ... want_to_know so how could you have possibly known? 000904 ... silentbob i didnt know, thats what im saying 000904 ... Sarah that look when you've fucked up again. total silence. laughing with someone else. telling you old stories of other people. letting you know they were so. much. better. but in reality - I only love you, it was just_to_hurt_your_feelings 'cause you hurt mine. 030828 ... misstree i got bored a long time ago. 030828 ... pobodys nerfect After you told me about how ultra-religious you were,and your whole "walking with god" pledge and how you would not date anyone for a year thing, looking back I think I only stayed friends with you at the time because: 1)I thought I could change your mind about the no dating rule(yes,I know that makes me stupid) 2)I couldn't really relate to the other people at work,and you and I were going through the same situation 3)I never thought you'd make a TOTAL AND COMPLETE ASS of yourself by comming out with that(hurtful)"I could never date a non-christian" comment, especially after I told you my views on religion the first night we had a conversation where we could really talk. 4)I didn't realise you were such a damn hypocrite,because less than a month later you broke your no dating rule(for a christian girl),and insensitively gushed to me about how happy you were with her :P 5)I missed my bbs(that disappeared in january),and listening to you drone on about Lexi gave me something else to do besides playing solitare =P 030828 ... sweetheart of the song tra bong I know what's in store for you. I know how I'm going to react to your every move. Nothing about this is going to be pretty. 030828 ... Chris aka When i bring up things that don't really bother me any more (for the most part). When i don't call or when i try to be hard. I don't want you to know how important you are to me and i don't want you to see how easy i could just not care about any bad thing you do to me. It is all a matter of perception anyways. I really love you. And i really want to call. I'm just scared that when i call i won't have nothing to say. The truth is (and this is not to hurt your feelings) i stopped having anything to say a long time ago. But i still love you even with all the empty space that is between us now. Even with the layers of fakeness. 061008 ... nom "god gave you a heart" 061008 what's it to you? who go blather from