i_am_a_mistake
atrium this moment I'm a suspended wave
edges and ripples moon sparkling
almost crashing
so close
so far from solids
impact soon
fear trembling
wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong wrongohplease
just let me drown this time
i don't want to breathe
every breath brings me closer to a wrong turn
a mistake
I am a mistake
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je5icafletcher i was an accident. because of me my parents never finished college. my dad secretly hates me for this. 021028
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viciousmissfit now...is it worse to be a mistake, or planned? My parents still hate me, they say they didn't know what they were getting themselevs into. suckers... 021029
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x black ocean 030116
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my little secret Oh look into my eyes so happy, bright and lovely. Look upon my body, see all that tempting flesh. Taste me when I kiss you, the tempting taste of sweetness and love, but do not take me. Do not caress these forbiden fleshy plains do not delve into my mysteries do not let your fingers traverse these silken valleys. I_am_a_mistake. Do not indulge in this incubus Do not let me become your favorite mistake 030810
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carlita my sister was 5 months old when mom got pregnant with me. she cried. the woman who was babysitting my sister when my mom found out tells me the story of how mom came home soooo upset that she was pregnant again. she tells me every single time i see her. i only happen to see her out at the bars, when i'm drunk and especially sensitive to things like that. nothing like feeling unwanted to ruin your night! 030811
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oldephebe mls - that was so powerful and erotic and cautionary, so many things on so many levels

the plurality and diachotomy and synergies of the female mind/soul/spirit never ceases to amaze, vex, and inexorably impel me,

really really enjoyed that powerful paragraph - and all the lines read in between

later
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oldephebe anyone with such an iridescent soul flame cannot be a mistake 030811
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somebody With your artificial Love,

- Your little failed experiment #1

(but it's okay, we still have numbers 2 and 3- at least THEY turned out normally.)
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They call me Truth like a knife constantly piercing my flesh i look at life, its pains, its influences, my utter shallow and selfish mind and i have learned to appreciate the constant stab of the blade. it makes me numb and it empowers me as well. if i am a mistake, i am a magnificent one. 070630
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