the_earth_is_far_away_from_here blue sky with clouds how many miles must i go inside the countries of my soul until i cannot see the path of my mistakes? what must i do to avoid repeat performances of my failures? where do i go to find a place of forgiveness? when will the hopeful future stop returning to the stains of the bruised and bloody past? why do i blame others for the individualized errors of my self consumption? 020502 ... blown cherry Floating around up here, suns shooting past my ears, swimming in the warm black holes cooling off in the crowded vacuum. Waving as you fly gently past, spinning my world with your momentum. Spacely's Sprockets haven't reached our part of the galaxy yet. Here is quiet and peaceful. Brilliant lights shining on me out of the infinite dark. I can see forever. Dizzy. The universe is dizzy, but I am still. Still floating, still waiting, still watching. Watching everything fit. Everything falls falls into place. 020503 ... blown cherry future_boy Future_bot 020505 ... reitoei here there is no earth no world no people no sound no motion here lies my mind in silent catacombs the living do not walk here picking and rummaging amongst my memories wondering what traverses through my mind what thoughts i have of them here lies my mind in peace and solitude my body so far away a slender thread of memory begging me to return shall i go? or shall i snap the thread? 020505 ... mon the ocean is in my soul like a hushed song somehow fleeting i wander through a myriad of waves travel the slow dark shores of my youth anticipating the return of green fields 020506 ... blown cherry heh, I got a crazy email today saying that someone wants to publish (in a book no less!) what I wrote on this page above. I reckon it's some kind of money making scheme or con, but what the hell, I just won't give them my credit card number, and now I can go around telling eveyone I'm a published author :) 020808 ... blather string the_letter_i_received_today 020808 ... blown cherry hey, I just realised it was the same book and all! 020808 ... neverender meet me in outer space i will hold you close if you're afraid of heights 020808 ... tourniquet in space, the stars are no nearer 020809 ... werewolf in space, up is which way our head is pointing. but it isn't a feeling. it isn't the necessarily right way. 020816 ... lycanthrope and there's no such thing as handstands : ( 020816 ... lycanthrope which by the way, are one of the things i'm actually good at. so double : ( 020816 ... werewolf forget you...i'm still going to be a space pirate! 020816 ... lobsterman the very fun of flying is that you're defying something. even if it's a memory. 020816 ... pSyche it's so quiet here... calm again and the breeze blowing against my face is cool like the spring that flows ever clear the earth is far away from here I have left it behind with its earthquake makers rumbling along rocky streets and the thick black smoke that smothers me in my sleep I have left it all behind me and you cannot make me go back 050313 what's it to you? who go blather from