heroin_doll unhinged he had big brown eyes with angry long lashes, slight frame with bones that jut at the hips and the collarbone. he shivered in the cold and i crushed him; his hands were always too full. he didn't like needles or spoons, but there were always pills to swallow. skinny and wasted_away, i could only give him my love and my cigarettes. i stood in front of him and my heart wanted to explode; with love and the pain that comes from seeing it used but not enough. when is love ever enough? i wish that i could save him the way that he saved me. in his jewel box, amidst all the self-made tarnish, he shines. deep as a star, strong as a light, caught in my heart like lightening bugs and choked restraint. when i leave him, my heart will shatter into a million pieces. 021129 ... unhinged the_scientist 021129 ... unhinged honestly dude, aside from the whole incident she treated you like shit and you have people in your life that love you better than that; you deserve better than her frank. so keep your chin up man. i love you, kt loves you, you'll be ok. *HUG* 030613 ... unhinged a_tearful_gaze_turns_away 030930 ... unhinged i gave up but the whole damn thing has given me plenty of material over the years 060417 ... unhinged and like a little girl i still drag him around everywhere with me 080403 what's it to you? who go blather from