heroin_doll unhinged he had big brown eyes with angry long lashes, slight frame with bones that jut at the hips and the collarbone. he shivered in the cold and i crushed him; his hands were always too full. he didn't like needles or spoons, but there were always pills to swallow. skinny and wasted_away, i could only give him my love and my cigarettes. i stood in front of him and my heart wanted to explode; with love and the pain that comes from seeing it used but not enough. when is love ever enough? i wish that i could save him the way that he saved me. in his jewel box, amidst all the self-made tarnish, he shines. deep as a star, strong as a light, caught in my heart like lightening bugs and choked restraint. when i leave him, my heart will shatter into a million pieces. 021129 ... unhinged the_scientist 021129 ... unhinged honestly dude, aside from the whole incident she treated you like shit and you have people in your life that love you better than that; you deserve better than her frank. so keep your chin up man. i love you, kt loves you, you'll be ok. *HUG* 030613 ... unhinged a_tearful_gaze_turns_away 030930 ... unhinged i gave up but the whole damn thing has given me plenty of material over the years 060417 ... unhinged and like a little girl i still drag him around everywhere with me 080403 ... unhinged your_love_is_distant your skin itches but can't be scratched tiny little pupils in blurry eyes awake all night asleep all day i know the signs roughdraft but_still when i am busy pushing everyone away i wish that just one person would fight me and stay 100104 ... unhinged i want to scratch your eyes off you fucking prick 100717 ... unhinged it is not glamorous it is not cute the day he wouldn't look me in the eye cause he was sick gaunt pasty dying that's the face i think of now no smiles no crazy pupils just the sickness that made him look so much older so unattractive so hard not something i want to cuddle up with anymore 110821 what's it to you? who go blather from