a_tearful_gaze_turns_away blueberries for you i had bad news no one wants to hear and no one wants to give, but there are things that must be done. like breathing. like dying. i watched you crumble into a thousand pieces. one by one. the assemblance of order you once possessed is a blurred memory of embraces you couldn't pull away from. but now, hands that reached for comfort tremble with loss, fingers digging in frozen ground for dreams no longer there. 011026 ... unhinged what do i have left stars falling from my eyes glitter and fade so swallow when you've got nothing left and i'll be waiting by the phone cause numbness isn't something we should fight alone baby you were the one that saved me i can't watch you crumble all alone numbness doesn't get rid of what you can't see so come to me and swallow when you've got nothing left i have been there all alone cause just when you think you've got nothing left i'll be there to dust you off baby you were the one that saved me and i won't watch you crumble all alone stars falling from my eyes glitter and fade a tearful gaze turns away but i'll be there waiting by the phone 030930 ... unhinged still waiting 110322 ... unhinged solitary seems to be my default_position 141019 ... unhinged (solitary is still my default position, but solitary has much less sad feel to it now) 180426 what's it to you? who go blather from