long_goodbyes silentbob tearing myself away, arm outstretched the hours they creep, patterns repeat "love" i say. Love. Does he ever get the girl? 020403 ... love yes... but not *just* "the" girl not just "any" girl nor the "the any" girl [but] the one he is meant [{to be with}] ::: & thats the way it should go 4 every1 ::: [no matter how we pair ourselves up & no matter to whom] so as long as we love & it is meant 2 b 020403 ... megan nobody ever said it would be easy. and they'll pull me kicking and screaming away from you if it every comes down to that. a goodbye_kiss would be nice right about now. 030407 ... unhinged please make it end they tear at my heartstrings i'm going to fly away but i wonder if you will follow i wonder if i want you to follow i wonder what's next coming up to a new precipice with a different kind of vertigo pulled back pushed ahead i wonder if it will ever end you didn't watch me standing there waving you didn't let me kiss you maybe you were afraid knowing that i was ready to go one_lonely_visitor i'm on the new edge ready to go not able to let_go carrying all of it so heavy to the next destination i always hate to say goodbye 030524 ... falling_alone Every night we fell asleep together. It felt like goodbye, one less day we could share. One less morning to wake up to. I hated sleeping. You always fell asleep before me, before you could feel my tears soak into the pillowcase, before you could hear my breath hitch from an escaped sob. I hate sleeping. I wake up and you're gone. I wonder what the the others in line at the airport thought of us. Our heads bent together for the entire duration of waiting to pass through security. Each of us alternating who cried next, random last words we could say to each other in person, our arms clinging to each other, holding your face in the palm of my hand. It was the first time we finally said I love you. Maybe it was romantic. I always liked to dream of romantic gestures. Romance hurts like a fucking knife to the side. I'm still not ready to call this a goodbye. 120219 ... unhinged has it really been like a decade? points_of_intersection divergent we are not the people we were then contracted 150708 ... unhinged point_of_intersection intersection diverging 150708 what's it to you? who go blather from