disconnect mon wake up wake up fall into your clothes sink into your skin look 040108 ... mon i am walking backwords over the lines 040108 ... mon basket of fleece table ceiling room oh yes i remember now i am in my bed i can feel the world turning me in here i am cat eyes stir me into a smile where did my dreams go when did all this snow fall how did it get so cold here where did it all go where have i been where am i oh yes i remember now basket curtain ceiling floor my bed this body a liquid life i will take it all with me one day i will step away i won't be going anywhere i will be gone flying fins into wings disconnect 040108 ... nom reconnect 040308 ... white_white overblathes i wish i didn't have DSL. then it would be easier to disconnect from blather. 040308 ... notme sleeping was strange today so very strange 040425 ... pete soon i will only have dial up, making it harder to blathe when i want to. only then i wont have to study. 040425 ... monee sleeping is always strange 041228 ... Mister Brightside all my senses rebel 041229 ... Piso Mojado is this my life? where are my friends? what am i doing? where am i going? who am i dating? who am i? 051204 ... sirflaccid Freedom comes when you can disconnect the pain. 051205 ... nom the stars 051206 ... no reason think i might have to 051206 ... z me, i disconnect from you. gary numan. 051206 ... no reason but i don't want to :( 051223 ... Ouroboros sometimes i look at him and don't recognize his face and wonder what i am doing with this man in his bed in portland oregon 060204 ... shadow the clown i can’t explain how it came to this really I cannot. but ever since I can remember I have felt a strong detachment with the world as if i didn’t belong here and it scares me deeply. one thing is for certain it’s getting worse with age. 060205 ... falling_alone emit certain words like details with meaning and listen to your laundry that screams Put me Away while your artist's model stands proudly singing I'm a Little TeaPot infront of blinking lights while the same RED BLUE GREEN screen blinks underneath and they huddle jeer cheer I'm going to DisneyWorld 060205 ... unhinged you say i am special to you you say you adore me you dump me on christmas_eve because you don't see a deeper future in our relationship, i was obviously more emotionally invested than you. you say you want to be my friend but you don't even try to stop me when i walk out the door cause i'm obviously about to start crying and don't want you to see it. i don't stick around for people whose words and actions don't line up. 131227 what's it to you? who go blather from