social_unlife Alexander Beetle Conversations wilt, wither and die from very presence. Jokes fall flat, laughter chokes in the throat. Games lose their joy. And yet, I am a friendly chap, so I don't leave the house, much. Then again, if I were so friendly, I wouldn't hang out here, either. 011029 ... unhinged i used to have one but it's all dissolving, spending friday and saturday nights alone, no one calls me on the telephone, no more flashing on my toolbar, i'm becoming alone. 011029 ... lost awwwwww... if i lived any where near you i would call you. i've been going out pretty much everynight with my girlfriend. we go out to dinner, we go play pool something, the movies whatever sounds fun. 011029 ... anti-social butterfly this is different from unsocial life. i often feel like i have a social_unlife. i go to shit, hang out with the people who pretend they are my friends. and i in return, pretend i am their friend. pretend i am having a good time at the party. smile. pretend i am a happy person. pretend i am the person they want me to be. so my social_unlife drags on, full of fakeness and pretending on everyone's part. i am so sick of it. i hate lying. i hate pretending. so i am choosing not to participate in this sickening social_unlife of mine. i'd rather be alone. 011030 ... SuicidalAngel see also Random_writings 011031 ... Longius Anti Social... don't sound so down. I am trying to reach you. I am in the ATL and I need some help. Since you are all about being kind, I thought I would ask you to hook me up. I hope you are for real. Drop me an e-mail at longius@yahoo.com. Don't worry, longius is a classical poet and not some poron alias. I am just a kind soul looking for the dank in the ATL!! 040415 ... LoneWolf used to have a lot of friends, or so i thought now i have none, O i don't care 040627 ... smilecoffeeluvsu i have a rather large social-unlife it's pretty sucky you get lonely sometimes but you have more time for things like games 050424 ... no reason toronto can be the loneliest city i notice it most when i come back 050424 ... past it's more the trying and spectacularly failing that's getting to me--though that's not to say i'm a sad and lonely stick on the log. when i want to get out lately, though, it seems as if i'm the only one. 090221 ... unhinged i scrubbed my sink and caught up on my dishes. on a friday night, i stayed home and scrubbed my sink. that is a social UNlife if i've ever heard one. 090221 what's it to you? who go blather from