amy what am i looking for? another question? a vicarious thrill? 000207
camille "In all of us there is a hunger, marrow deep, to know our heritage, to know who we are, and where we have come from. Without this enriching knowledge, there is a hollow yearning, no matter what our attainments in life,there is a most disquieting loneliness."

Alex Haley
Sintina -ing for whatever is out there. And for anything Peyton wrote in this beautiful site. Because he intrigues me. 010105
monadh always I am
seeking to know
whence I came
from what shores did I climb
down into this abyss
and away from those passing tides
not quite enlightened every day we go along with our normal business. most people dont even think about it. they are the ones who wake up one morning and suddenly realize that the last 30 years came and went in a flash. they are the ones who wind up searching for that lost time. they really should have been conscious of themselve and their time and spent their days searching for themselves.

dont let your time slip away unnoticed. be thankful for the time you have. you never know how much is left or how much you may lose.
sykoze nothingness and everythingness 010718
Majoun Sometimes, i like to search for spots, then I search for the saque 021012
oak barrel I search
day in day out
I seek a reason
to go through
This day again.

Another day gone
But I can't tell
They all melt together
before it's done.
*silent screams Triggered anger - emotional explosions..somethings trying to tell me deep must i search myself to find real meaning? ...there's so much more beyong the dark ripples of water... 021207
Forming Mind Some say the search for self.
I say the search for the right toothpaste.
To linger on the tongue
and taste just right.
lost in my head I search for my mother's belongings. Somehow she loses stuff and I have to find it for her. I search for compatability. Compatability with anything, nothing in general. I search for compatability simply because I have no intention of changing who I am for anyone or anything. 050329
emmi i love being tired during the day because someone calls me late at night and talks to me for a few hours. i love knowing that i don't have to search anymore. 050406
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