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only_god_knows
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not tonya
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the retarded_nun and other assorted mysteries
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kerry
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haha!
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kelli crane
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IVE BEEN SITTIN' HERE
TRYING TO FIND MYSELF
I GET BEHIND MYSELF
I NEED TO REWIND MYSELF
LOOKING FOR THE PAYBACK
LISTENIN' FOR THE PLAYBACK
THEY SAY THAT EVERYONE BLEEDS JUST LIKE ME
WELL, I FEEL LIKE NUMBER ONE
YET I'M LAST IN LINE
I WATCH MY YOUNGEST SON
AND IT HELPS TO PASS THE TIME
I TAKE TOO MANY PILLS
IT HELPS TO EASE THE PAIN
I'VE MADE A COUPLE DOLLAR BILLS
AND STILL I FEEL THE SAME
EVERYBODY KNOWS MY NAME
THEY SAY IT WAY OUT LOUD
A LOT OF FOLKS FUCK WITH ME
IT'S HARD TO HANG OUT IN A CROWD
I GUESS THAT'S THE PRICE YOU PAY
TO BE SOME BIG-SHOT LIKE I AM
OUTSTRETCHED STANDS
AND ONE-NIGHT-STANDS
STILL I CAN'T FIND LOVE
BUT WHEN THE WALLS COME TUMBLING DOWN
I WILL ALWAYS BE AROUND
PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT
THE THINGS I SAY OR DO
THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND
ABOUT THE SHIT THAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH
IT'S BEEN SO LONG
SINCE I'VE BEEN HOME
I'VE BEEN GONE
I'VE BEEN GONE FOR WAY TOO LONG
MAYBE, I'VE FORGOT
ALL THE THINGS I MISS
I KNOW THERE'S MORE TO LIFE THAN THIS
I'VE SAID IT TOO MANY TIMES
AND I STILL STAND FIRM
YOU GET WHAT YOU PUT IN
AND PEOPLE GET WHAT THEY DESERVE
STILL I AIN'T SEEN MINE
NO, I AIN'T SEEN MINE
I KEEP GIVIN'
JUST AIN'T BEEN GETTIN'
I KEEP WALKING THAT THERE LINE
SO I THINK I'LL KEEP WALKING
WITH MY HEAD HELD HIGH
I'LL KEEP MOVIN' ON
AND ONLY GOD KNOWS WHY
ONLY GOD
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kelli crane
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bobby ritchie
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dean
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sweetheart of the song tra bong
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how much I love you
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Glory Box
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How secret and scared I am that I will never grow up out of myself.
That I will be what the world hates, and that love will slide off of me, reflected by my ineptitude, and my hurtful words.
How afraid I am to be alone, when it all draws to a close.
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020826
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Freak
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what kind of things go through my mind.
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020826
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god
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beats the fuck outta me for real.
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020826
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Glory Box
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why I ever cared about you.
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030614
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User24
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only God, Marco.
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030811
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0123plus456plus78plus9equals666
why is that god?
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030811
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megan
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when i asked him if he needed to call home and tell his parents where he is he said yes
i handed him the phone
he began dialing my number
i have never felt so loved
will it last forever? god, i hope so.
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030811
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smurfus rex
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if i get to be a marshal soon.
crosses his fingers...
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smurfus rex
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sometimes I think you're supposed to find blathes at specific times...
I posted this less than a month before I interviewed for the US Marshals in Phoenix...
Two years of waiting and hoping culminated in a 30-minute panel interview in a hotel in Scottsdale, where I was essentially told "thanks, but no thanks" and escorted to the door.
Fuck, that sucked.
Now I'm playing the game again, only this time with US Customs, but this time, I'm farther along in the game...
We'll see what happens after the election.
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what's it to you?
who
go
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blather
from
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