affection jennifer Jolie on how much Mark meant to her: "He was my everything. In the months before he left me, I had sectioned myself off from everyone... everyone. I had let myself sink into this.... this horrible dream, and I concentrated every aspect of my life on him. I gave my heart away, knowing full well that he would never love me back.... at least not the way that I wanted him to.... I don't know.... I was just so fucked up, still am, and I just gave my love and affection away too freely. I understand now that the simple act of giving time, effort, and attention was never and will never be the sole basis of a relationship... and when he died, it was like part of me had died with him. 991209 ... diskobox don't ever make the mistake of confusing affection with passion. 000814 ... dump my affection towards others comes from they themselves. The words and actions we use everyday come back to us. Affection is a way of feeling toward another person "Hey, I like your words and actions." 030619 ... girl_jane His idea of affection was fucking. I didn't want to fuck. So I left. 030619 ... god good idea 030619 ... nonlucid why do people need it, to be happy? need approval? need love? feel like many people would be happier if they didn't... i know i would, if not dependent of the whims of others 040630 ... flowerbed on a cloud ^^ Oh..this one guy...^^ 051203 what's it to you? who go blather from