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monadh somethings never leave us 010403
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florescent light perhaps when we die, the only things that will remain of us are our words...our thoughts.
Like the Egyptian hieroglyphics.
It is important of finding some way of preservation. 		010403
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lost I hope i am remember for what I will be not what I am now. I hope that I can find a way to get out of the way I am. A way ta change. I hope i find the person that will help me change. I think maybe i have but I'm not sure if the feelings are mutual. I hope I find the person that can make me happy. I'm sick of feeling the way I do. I try to feel happy but there isn't anything for me to feel happy about. I hope people dont remember me as sad. 010404
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Dafremen They won't. You won't feel this way forever. You don't need a "someone" to make you happy, just yourself. Everyone has gone through what you're going through...this too shall pass.

Easiest way to get through it is to stop worrying about it so much. Don't take yourself, your feelings or anything else too seriously. Let it go and learn to laugh about the absurdity and madness of it all. It seems like forever, but it's funny how quickly it really DOES go by.

When yer done telling people like me to fuck off, we'll be waiting here for you on the other side of adolescence. I'll be the guy with the beer in one hand and the mouse in the other.

Nice to see that at least you're hopeful for the future. I'm glad for that.

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And then one day you find
Ten years have got behind you
Noone told you when to run
You missed the starting gun

So you run and you run
To catch up with the sun
But it's sinking, racing around
To come up behind you again

The sun is the same (in a relative way)
But you're older
Shorter of breath
and one day closer to death.

- Pink Floyd

Enjoy it while you got it kiddo...the good AND the bad..it's just like a movie, with the scary parts and the funny ones and the sad ones and the scary ones and the boring parts...best damned movie you'll ever see...guaranteed. 		010404
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monadh a part of me
always returns to those shores
if but
a fleeting moment of rememberance 		010713
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like it or not The words of your mother
The deeds of your father 		010728
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whitechocolatewalrus all these things you never meant to me.
all everything and nothing more. 		031228
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anomalous nothing ever leaves 050513
what's it to you?
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