coffee_stains andie written 1-20-01 this comfort is so easy to feel while i try to deny to myself that THIS could truly come to be what i've been looking for thoughts on the table i'm "silent" no more but still there's more i'd like to say it's all building up inside feeling you can read my thoughts watching how i phrase things guarding our conversations so they don't drift to where they were the other night when i was left to ponder as i laid awake in my bed trying to keep myself behind this wall you keep breaking down no matter how many times i attempt to rebuild it your eyes shock me each time they meet mine there's something HERE i'm not accustomed to but you calm me down this comfort is so easy to feel copyright 2001 010130 ... sabbie underneath my eyeballs are yesterdays coffee stains 010315 ... unhinged when i stopped drinking the coffee at dennys is when i started to smile again 010315 ... the swinger of birches i thought i'd look and look and look for that something that you gave me that little message scribbled on that napkin on that night all coffee stained and crumpled like those things that we forget i left it in a pocket somewhere in some pair of jeans in which i can't remember i'd left it alone in some cozy nook of fabric lost maybe underneath the bed in which is sleep and sleep and sleep becuase sometimes the sun fails to rise on those days that you're away i read kerouac last night underneath that paper lamp pool of light and then felt the wave rise inside steady something covetting for something lost i felt that red of longing well in giant white capped waves for that hand i wanted to hold so bad "so in america when the sun goes down...i think of dean mariorty, i even think of the old dean mariorty, the one we never found, i think of dean mariorty." 010315 ... Shugarhi My mom leaves them on the counter with her spoon in the mornings... Another reason I don't like her... 010517 ... TalviFatin Why is it that most old photos from my grandmother's attic have nasty coffee stains on them? It's strange. Goes for the old important documents too. Almost like she "stamped" them with her signature coffee staining mug. 011023 ... Strideo An excellent way to waste your time. ... 030715 what's it to you? who go blather from