anna_begins jane my friend assures me, "it's all or nothing." i am not worried i am not overly concerned my friend implores me, "for one time only, make an exception." i am not worried wrap her up in a package of lies send her off to a coconut island i am not worried i am not overly concerned with the status of my emotions "oh," she says, "you're changing." but we're always changing it does not bother me to say this isn't love because if you don't want to talk about it then it isn't love and i guess i'm going to have to live with that but i'm sure there's something in a shade of grey, something in between, and i can always change my name if that's what you mean my friend assures me, "it's all or nothing." but i am not really worried i am not overly concerned you try to tell yourself the things you try to tell yourself to make yourself forget i am not worried "if it's love," she said, "then we're gonna have to think about the consequences." she can't stop shaking i can't stop touching her and this time when kindness falls like rain it washes her away and anna begins to change her mind "these seconds when i'm shaking leave me shuddering for days," she says and i'm not ready for this sort of thing but i'm not going to break and i'm not going to worry about it anymore it seems like i should say, "as long as this is love..." but it's not all that easy so maybe i should snap her up in a butterfly net pin her down on a photograph album i am not worried i've done this sort of thing before but then i start to think about the consequences because i don't get no sleep in a quiet room and this time when kindness falls like rain it washes me away and anna begins to change my mind and everytime she sneezes i believe it's love and, oh, lord, i'm not ready for this sort of thing she's talking in her sleep it's keeping me awake and anna begins to toss and turn and every word is nonsense but i understand and, oh, lord, i'm not ready for this sort of thing her kindness bangs a gong it's moving me along and anna begins to fade away it's chasing me away she disappears and oh, lord, i'm not ready for this sort of thing 020828 ... silentbob the first time i heard it was a live mp3. then i bought the cd and was so pleased i could listen to it in my bedroom now. its always been one of my favorites by them 020917 ... jane yeah it's my favorite song on 'august and everything after' 020917 ... floorplanofthemuseum i called out your name last night...did you hear me? i act stronger than i am but its all lies. i try to act like what this is is enough for me but its not. stop holding me. don't stop holding me. hold me. i guess i'll just have to disappear 040212 ... katherine. love it 060601 ... rhin her name is Anna. intoxicating. free-spirited. artistic. sweet as hell. little monkey. b-town girl. i have this song set as her ringtone on my cell. ;) 110130 ... unhinged i wonder if she still lives in milwaukee 110130 what's it to you? who go blather from