alice_in_chains
i think its gonna rain when i die dirt was my favorite album/cd

was listening to it on the road a couple of days ago




"i feel so alone
gonna end up
a big 'ol pile
of them bones"
011010
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oh no not me heaven beside you, hell within. 011010
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i try to hide myself from what is wrong for me 011010
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silentbob Yet another casualty 020420
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god i remember when they played on "unplugged".
layne looked around and said, "what's my motivation here?"
020420
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bird in a box let the sun
never blind your eyes
let me sleep
so my teeth won't grind
020420
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silentbob i've heard such little media attention about his death

that to me is tragic
020420
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silentbob and i'm not even really a fan. i can't think of a time when i listened to any of their songs all the way thru 020420
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god i stole the "we die young" 12" when i worked at the local college radio station. 020420
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i stay away why you act crazy
not an act maybe
020420
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Logan He wasn't the best of people, and he had a problem...that can be known about Layne Staley. What can't be known is how he loved, what he loved, and where his kindness lied. Obviously not to himself, and while we may never miss the man, we can always miss his words. 020421
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bird in a box for the horse
you have grown fonder
than for me
that i don't wonder

(cast aside
all them who care
empty eyes
and dead_end_stare)

What in god's name
have you done?

(these lyrics are not in order - this self_fulfilling_prophecy)

i was only a hardcore junkie for a little under a year though i had been using for almost 3, i recognized in what 12-step types call a moment_of_clarity that i was at a crossroads i could either get myself clean or i could continue to kill myself in little increments

i know how hard it must have been for him, there hasn't been a day in those 11 years since that i don't imagine how sweet the opiate sensation would feel filling up my brain

damn those little red flowers and their secret_needle_teeth
020421
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phil a secret everyone tells you about
smack the sun
030513
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joda I am the man in the box... 030513
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birdmad "plastic man
paper face
candy heart
what a waste"
030514
what's it to you?
who go
blather
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