ClairE I wish I understood my mother better. I wish I could love my father without reserve. I wish my brother paid any attention to me.

I wish they would at least answer my letters. It's hard to know you're not needed.
ClairE This one's different. It's in my stomach.

I don't know what you want from me.
ferret the kind you have when you get kicked in the balls 031111
pipedream goddamn, i broke it again... :S sheaat! and it wasn't mine either! 031112
shroud looking so cowardly, at your face

how can i be so scared of your eyes

i am not this person you see

i could throw it off, in an eyeblink

and so close we would dance, again

with eyes, shut, and fingers, open

and be lost, in a pool of sweet agony

but never again, though i cry to you

never, and i know, you are gone
lucky . 040806
TK hello old friend. 040807
suicidalchinadoll I think you have to remember..
how much of this was yours to begin with

you weren't smiles and giggles when it began either..

not to come across as bitter..
but you may be passing more than you think.
Syrope I got a friend there, she says "hey, any time."
unless that offer's expired, i have been less than frequent.
she's under no obligation to indulge every whim
and i'm so ungrateful, i take, she gives & forgives.
and i keep forgetting it.
and each morning she wakes with a dream to describe,
something lovely that bloomed from
her beautiful mind.
I said "I'll trade you one for two nightmares of mine. i have some where
i die. I have some where we all die."
nomme) i know what i must do 050626
*Amy* and it brings insomnia.....again 050627
unhinged when_he_laughed

and i got that miserable sinking feeling
the one i get
when i always eventually realize
that i'll always only be the 'friend'
. oh this one?

eighteen stop hanging up so early. 050628
Light Sunday night, 23:59... tick tick tick tick 080709
In_Bloom Trying not to think about how much they're enjoying kissing someone else 081022
what's it to you?
who go