lost_angeles farmer i saw it coming and then it was gone away it has been so long so if you are around here c'mon and speak up doll because words change and the voices that speak them are interchangeable like the color of hair when you get older lost angeles it was you spinning my dreams the whole time wasn't it and don't ask me how i knew because you were always there sitting in some corner pleading with frozen eyes like birds hanging there in the sky, oh god i'm so very sorry that i never did turn around to hear you calling but i heard you, i really did they still ring out like bells in the dark lost angeles 030427 ... white_wave i keep trying to help the city of lost angels. they say they are lost. they say they want to find their real home. but they refuse to leave los angeles. they complain about how much they hate it. but they only have themselves to blame for being stuck there. 040314 ... Piso Mojado sometimes comfort is the anticatalist of change. (how easy it is to stay in this comfort-zone of nice cars, bleach highlights, gyms, diets, makeup, spas, billboards, roadrage, uggs, 'up-and-coming' actors, i know you know he knows some one in 'the business', driving past the homeless wrapped in blankets begging by the freeway, and on and on and on.) what is truely important is hard for me to keep focused on when im here. i leave in august, and that's not soon enough. 040314 ... Ouroboros we are all caffeinated out of our minds. we can't sit still. we have to talk to our spouses in agitated updates. we consume 8 dollar sandwiches and 1 dollar mcdonald's fries. we buy endless coffees and fraps and suck greedily and walk purposefully to bathroom and back. we don't make eye contact. we wear clothing and shoes that look fashionable and cost enough to make our hearts jump at our credit card bills. we look worried and stress out about the inconvenience of long lines. we wear sunglasses and create moving islands of ourselves. we read our fashion magazines and learn how to kiss our lovers and avoid frizzy hair. we learn to gorge ourselves, stuff chew swallow. we learn to ignore our hunger pains, the irritating tug of the waistband. We learn how fucking important we are, so important we cannot stop for anyone. 060602 ... Ouroboros this is not my home 060602 ... Ouroboros back again but i will keep on breathing and not get lost in the bad frantic energy 060919 ... Ouroboros almost a year 071207 what's it to you? who go blather from