i_give_up black-dyed gel product I give up posting for tonight 010618 ... and the parade fornicates pensively. 010618 ... nocturnal yeah, me too. my eyes seriously kill. they've now surpassed burning. now they're kinda sore and achy like. I'm thinkin that can't be a good sign. 010619 ... Rhinna do i? i have been searching for 3 days for a particular graphic...actually a copy of an abstract painting. i have seen the painting in a film, and i know for a fact that it exists. however, i have no idea who painted it, or if it even takes up wall space in a museum? i'm frustrated to say the least, and i feel like screaming. i hate saying, 'i give up', but what choice do i have short of losing my sanity? what is worse, there is one person that i know, who could identify the painting. however, that is the one person that i cannot ask! this fruitless search is the reason that i have just signed up for kick-boxing classes. well, i need to kick something! better a piece of gym equipment, than my pc. give up? i'm thinking... 010620 ... The Truth oh no... here it comes. 010627 ... birdmad i have lost the will to argue (and the will for just about everything else) nothing against anyone, just so sick and tired lately. maybe i need a vacation see you all later 010627 ... bird with ten minutes to go haha 010627 ... pat sajak hurry back. 010627 ... Casey trying to find love...but I'll never give up blathering (Sigh of relief from everyone here) 010627 ... ~gez~ trying to find worthwhile blather. ill never stop loving [sighs from her] 020826 ... peter gabriel don't_give_up 020826 ... nocturnal I just do. I couldn't say on what exactly, I just give up in general. 020917 ... unhinged today is the day i get you out of my life, whether i wanted that or not. i am crossing my fingers, but not leaving much to hope. 110112 ... letter of resignation my job is killing me and my girlfriend is moving to a different country. sometimes i think i am the main character in one of albert camus' stories. 110112 ... lg okay, okay...i surrender... but only because its the right thing to do. but being right doesn't make it any too easy. 110112 ... unhinged i should have hugged you better 110112 ... unhinged i tried to rewrite our story but no matter how many times i try, the ending is the same. maybe this_time i can let_it_all_go maybe 120919 ... daf god_idea 190907 ... unhinged i surrender to the reality hidden by all my projections 190907 ... daf see also: perception_is_not_reality 190916 what's it to you? who go blather from