because_of_you puredream I smile when I wake up. And smile when I climb back into bed. You are the reason I smile all day long. I smile because of you. 040716 ... Borealis I'm sorry..I never made you smile.. 040716 ... baby for pree I can stop lying. I can stop punching my own face. I can stop stealing money. I can stop hating my own heart. I can do it... Because of you. I can stop scratching up my cheeks. I can stop drinking so much. I can stop wanting to kill myself. I can stop wanting your perfect heart. I can do it... I can start listening. I can say Hi. I can feel something good. Little panda McElroy 040717 ... nit pandas are the best in the road through life. if my problems are pandas, i'm blessed. 040717 ... . I never feel good enough 040717 ... Stephanie hembroff starting_a_blathe 040724 ... Stephanie hembroff blathe 040724 ... Deomis The illusion has been shattered The dream is tainted You have poisoned my mind With deception and lies And have ruined me All becasue of you... 040724 ... love & hate i learnt to love, and i learnt to hate myself for what i cant be... two painful but necessary things in life. A life which is going to end soon. Sooner that you think. 040724 ... Borealis I saw clearly for a little while.. wait..did I? can I still? 040725 ... Princess Zulu I really would prefer to be dead, but I'm not so too bad, but because of you sometimes certain music and quasi artsy film projects makes me want to vomit green puke in your corporate bastard faces. 040726 ... Syrope i can't cry i want to so badly 040727 ... witchesrequiem I have reclaimed my throne as the Ice Queen. I have more fun masterbating. I am completing this fucking book. I get free drinks. I wake up way to early. I can dress like crap and not care. I don't ever have to buy vanilla candles again or smell them. I don't have to kiss someone else's parents ass other than my own. I get all the red popsicles myself. I have more space on my hard drive. I spend less money feeding yo ass. B/C of u all I will constantly seek better and better people in my life. 040728 ... unhinged i can acknowledge that just because two people love each other or are attracted to each_other doesn't mean a future exists together 150106 what's it to you? who go blather from