br_o_ke_n
*_the missing link_* cracked
smashed
torn

lonely
and suddenly feeling worthless
without you

you led me to the violet fields
but now i am directionless
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silent storm I think I know you.
But I could be wrong. I usually am.
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*_the missing link_* you think you know me? 020110
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silent storm Yesh 020110
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*_the missing link_* yesh? 020110
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silent storm Yesh. Either I know you or you sound a lot like someone else. Either one is possible. 020110
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*_the missing link_* right. really, anything is possible.
look inside.
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carne de metal If it aint broken, don't fix it. 020207
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blown cherry I stared at that sign for ages.
BLOKEN
It was his joke, making Br_o_ke_n his own word.
He always does that, makes everything sound like his name. Now I see so many words that remind me of him.
My head is unfair to me.
I would go to that register unconsciously. It was the crappy one, too far away from the popcorn and with the bloken diet coke spout.
But there I could feel a little closer to what I would never have.
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Mahayana [{things to me never really are broken, you just have to find new uses for 'em}] 020504
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distorted tendencies I am .

=Us e le ss
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Rhin i've got something for you
something i want to return
it's a little messy
there's a million pieces
each one has a story
some are sweet
and some are funny
some are horrifying
but most are saddening
hold out your hands
i'll place them gently in
if you hold them to your ear
much like an ocean cone
you'll heart the faintest sound
like the beating of a drum
now lay the pieces down
gently put them back together
what you held in your hands
was nothing too extreme
not the answers you need
or the key to life's mystery
it is just my broken heart
your gift to me
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Lilac do you think that you could even find all the pieces to put me back together? The more you break me down the longer it will take me to be whole again....and I was so close. 030107
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margadant11 I never ment to break you down... I never ment to hurt you so much... I messed up, but this wasn't the first time... I hurts me to see you this way, I don't know why I did what I did when it causes you so much pain... I want to help put you back together but I broke your trust and nothing will ever change that... All I can say is that I am sorry and pray to God in heaven that it does not fall upon deaf ears... 030112
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love & hate my heart is broken forever, it will never love, it will never be loved, it will just stay in its shattered pieces until it shatters me entirely, then it will end. 040509
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some indian guy my tepee broke 070626
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