when_i_see_you fyn gula my life is changed for the moment it takes my pulse to react. quickening beat of my flushed heart, only horses could race faster. i've seen you again, natalia. you shine like gold. 000414 ... birdmad as oposed towhat happens when_you_don't_see_me... 000425 ... trixie you are wearing pink pants and look perfetly pressed. you are quite the opposite of what i would think. somehow you seemed twisted and strange, the sort who loved to shove coke in his nose because it made him an artist and a throwback to when times were good. but you just stood there smug as could be, taking it all in and wearing pink pants.... but damn you looked FINE. 030401 ... devalis I may die. But not before getting a good look. One, good, last look. 030402 ... jessicafletcher i know that everything's gonna be fine. 030403 ... splinken i drop things. 030403 ... niska you look like a deer caught in the headlights of a semi. why is it we always have to collide on friday? you're ruining the best day of my 'weak'. i'm not strong enough to do this for another 52 of them... 030404 ... trixie The thing about our relationship is that it is on again-off again... and when it is "on" it is so off it doesn't really exist and when it is off I can't sleep and i dream about your face smiling into mine and our personalities lightly bouncing off of each other. why aren't we letting ourselves rear back and fling head_over-heals into something that could be like a white light soothing every hurt? It's no longer self doubt of "do we really like each other?" which is bullshit. (if you didn't like me you simply wouldn't talk to me time and time again, because i know you, that's the point, and i know your trust in things that are good and how you pass by things that are dormant and doubtful.) and you know just as much as i, what thick, sticky waters you wade every time you turn to enter into this again. I want to cut the foggy air and spring foreward into a supercharged fantasy and just...love you. because i really, really do. 030429 ... DonnaDelight i get ever so slightly damp in my pussy 040823 ... loser i saw six guys in the corridor at school today who looked like you, except couldn't be because you were in class wasn't counting, but it was a lot 040823 ... Jen when i see you my heart flutters and i want to see you but i dnt want you to see me, see what a mess i've become, what a nothing I've become. 040929 ... rival schools you cross the other way, and hope i didn't see you. I start calling out your name because i want to meet you again, don't know why. You say you're doing fine, but thats not what it looks like, something doesn't feel right... 040929 ... kyree it'll be nice. 050617 what's it to you? who go blather from