what_do_you_expect_from_me whoknows what the fuck! do you want a fucking pep talk or do you want me to mind my own fucking business? should i encourage you to go for it or leave it alone? do you *want* to miss every opportunity that is practically placed right in front of you fucking face screaming "here i am! damnit take me!" ive told you what i think. more than id like to. but you apparently cant get enough of me and everyone else telling you the same damn thing over and over and over again. but then you act like ive done something wrong by telling you not to be scared. telling you that youre going to miss it... again! make up your fucking mind b/c i cant read it. 011118 ... ClairE No, I'm not mad! Just tell me 'cause I'd like to know. Damn, always get the guys who never think about things like that. 011130 ... lost only for you to be you 011130 ... rip who gives a shit what people expect. be your self and if people dont like jit they can take a flying fuck at a rolling doughnut. 011130 ... rip who gives a shit what people expect. be your self and if people dont like jit they can take a flying fuck at a rolling doughnut. 011130 ... me too much. 021215 ... IWishICouldGoWithDavid Because I certainly can't supply it right now. Probably not ever. You grab my hand, you stroke my hair, every damn time I walk by you and it kills me a little each time because I can actually hear your heart cracking. "How can you love me so much when you aren't even capable of love?" I want to scream. I hide behind these silly nicknames, phony jealous glares, empty and hollow desire when because I can't bear to say it's over. I can't bear to say it never was. Please do not try to be everything I am looking for because you will never find your way home. 021215 ... Sid and Nancy I don't know who I am. I don't know who to be. I can't do anything right. I'm so stupid I really do just suck. I don't know why I didn't just die from a drug overdose in the first place. 040216 ... Homer Drooling gargle..........hmmmm....fucking donut.......... doh! 040217 ... ambermoon really what is it? is there something i can say or do? iv told you time and time again what i expect from you. is it too much? i dont think so. just tell me what you want, you can have it. is it hot passionate sex? is it love forever? is it a sholder to cry on? is it just some one to talk to? could it be that you are as confused as i am? do you even know what you expect from me? well i tell you this expect nothing and you just might get every thing you ever wanted. 040217 ... three words sensible__'g__a__r__b__a__g__e' tool what_do_you_expect_from_me 061108 ... . i am going to cut for the first time tonight 061108 ... Lemon_Soda To everyone: I expect you to live. I expect you to die. 061109 what's it to you? who go blather from