hole_in_my_life Effingham Fish fourteen years deep 011101 ... alien bird with acid for blood if_it's_in_you 011101 ... Suicidal Angel 19 for me 011101 ... Dis Well this title isn't surprising. Yeah, I was considering moving on. He thinks he wants me. I've got three days to decide. He's a lot like you. And I adore you so dearly. But you broke off a piece of my heart for a lousy $284. 011102 ... bijou i shake like the incurable? 011102 ... DannyH Chronic spin? Ok by morning. Otherwise no cogturn. 011102 ... Dis Three days later. I look into his eyes, and for all the loneliness I feel, I cannot fool my heart. You don't yet know it, but I'm in love with you. You say that if you were me, you'd be disgusted. So why, I asked, do you do the things you do? And do you think I'm a sucker for my tolerance? December 21st. I'll be waiting in the airport. You can tell me then. 011109 ... yummychuckle theres a black hole that sucks up all my friends. they kinda drift into it. some run as fast as they can, afraid I'll catch them and save them from it. others deny it. "i'm not going to leave" while tiptoeing into it. and they get pulled away. or maybe i push them into it. point is, I'm amid a mass of strangers and everyone familiar is blurring out. and strangers are becoming home, and strangers make me happy. strangers make the world go 'round. so what am I? 011109 ... extension 117 i used to be happy, energetic, passionate, loving, caring... and then when i got mad i could turn away and switch back and be nice again, and forget about my anger, but now i cannot anymore. now when i'm angry i cannot control it like i used to and i'm becoming this angry person that i don't want to be... i hate the way i am 040805 ... poppy hole in my head head like a hole take pills to kill anger they ease the pain of rage sometimes 040805 ... pete it was once whole, but id never want it to be so again 040806 ... BnB Yeah, I have a black hole in me. It annihilates anyone who gets too close. Fortunately, I keep everyone at a safe distance from me. 090214 ... unhinged in the scheme of the universe small in the scheme of my little bubble monstrous what_a_paradox 090214 ... SleepieCloud Sometimes, leaving becomes inevitable. Sometimes, you've got to look at your priorities and decide. And maybe you'll take a jagged knife and cut out all the things you can't bring with you. Some I'll miss, some I won't, but now there's this gaping hole in my life. 090214 what's it to you? who go blather from