for_sleep uow mistletoe hops valerian passion flower wild lettuce 040914 ... god seroquel robaxcin oatmeal 040914 ... daxle single barrel bourbon 040915 ... god can't drink on my meds 040915 ... f you 040915 ... god yeh f me 040916 ... Syrope is it possible that i've just had a headache my entire life and that i only notice when it gets worse? there's never an end. it just dwindles into something i can push to the back of my mind and then it flares again the next day. i hate crying right before i go to sleep 040917 ... Jen crying before you go to sleep is the best time to cry. Before you cry, you have a manganese build up, which comes out in your tears making you feel calmer, and also crying is exhausting so you get a better nights sleep. 040917 ... f thats good - should try it more often. as for headaches - i don't have an answer i have he same problem do you think "God" can help with this one? 040919 ... autumn I require copious amounts of cough syrup, heavy on the codeine. 041015 ... pete tonight i require a warm embrace... so cold... i can feel feverishness coming on... 041015 ... kelsey When i cry i can't stop so i usually just fall asleep on one of those exausting long breaths you take while you can inbetween tears. 041016 ... kelsey When i cry i can't stop so i usually just fall asleep on one of those exausting long breaths you take while you can inbetween tears. 041016 ... kelsey When i cry i can't stop so i usually just fall asleep on one of those exausting long breaths you take while you can inbetween tears. 041016 ... uow lightbulbs 041016 ... .nom marihuana 050127 ... stork daddy breathless masturbation, sticky discomfort, a glass of red wine no shower, the sheets unbearably cold, garnering anxiety for the relief when you push it away. 050127 ... witchesrequiem I drink a lot of whiskey and nite quil..... true! witch recipes take a while and I already drank the whisky... 050128 ... dxl kava kava melatonin lorazepam 050128 ... .nom harp 050128 ... Abbie Zyprexa Remeron 050128 ... dxl empty the head slow the breathing slow the heart repeat 100922 ... SapphirePenny a really good med God not in that order other stuff I can't say here today I wished I smoked weed but not really random 100922 ... perfectly_chaotic nothing works lately... i have this itch i cannot scratch. 100923 ... perfectly_chaotic this_itch_i_cannot_scratch. 100923 ... falling_alone i hear things i hear things. it's late. it's coming closer. i hear it. closer. closer. just in the other room. scatching. 100924 ... FA113N Morphine Sulphate Pregabalin Three cigarettes Writing an email Writing in my pain diary The day's favourite song High thread count sheets And a resolution to not wake up screaming and reaching for comfort from a phantom. ....it never works. 130117 what's it to you? who go blather from