auditory_hallucinations x i often hear my phone ringing when it isn't. it drives me insane because my phone ringing represents an unavoidable obligation to me. 030908 ... nom did you call me? no , ... i_thought i_heard my_name being called but no maybe it was a breeze on the wind maybe it was the sound of night in the trees whispering hills maybe the_man_in_the_moon he never wrote back but maybe he is singing maybe he knows my name by now maybe he got my letter perhaps he'll never read_it maybe he's rehearsing the lines before they're lost_forever maybe he'll shine new_words into my_heart bleeding the old sorrows out maybe_i'm_not forgotten after_all 030909 ... harrisonbegeron That used to happen to me all the time, back when I wished that people would call me. I'd check my phone and see nothing on the caller ID, and feel like a loon. I solved the problem by preferring that I don't get any calls. 030909 ... zeke "I was hearing voices; afraid to go out; I couldn't remember things; some halucinations-the wole bit. it was right after I finished my first year of college. When I was ninteen. I used drink alot, too." "What did the voices say?" He shrugged. "Nothing. Singing...a lot, but in some other language. And calling to me. It wasn't like you'd hear a real voice-" "It was inside your head?" "Sometimes. When it was singing. But there'd be a real sound, like a car starting, or maybe sombody would close a door in another room: and you'd think somebody had called your name at the same time. Only they hadn't. Then, sometimes you'd think it was just in your mind when sombody had; and not answer. When you'd find out, you'd feel all uncomfortable." Kid talking to Tak in the novel Dhalgren by Samuel R. Delaney 1974 031210 ... whitechocolatewalrus imagine if it had been real... 031210 ... Witchesrequiem shhhhhhhhhhhh.... Don't tell any one of these things you hear! Or some one will come and take to a place with puke green walls, that smell like bleach.... And the people in the white coats will tell you your crazy..... But all the others that are there with you can hear it all to.. Then you wonder who really is the crazy one...us or them. Maybe they are jelous b/c they can't hear the things we do! 031211 ... Strideo the wind wispers softly a bird flys skyward, startled from its hiding spot on the trail at night I keep seeing things out the corner of my eye but when I turn to look . . . ... 031211 ... zeke ...i turn to look and find the past following at a discrete distance bringing the fullness of memory along 031211 ... glissade Once I thought I heard you say "I love you" It's obvious that i was hallucinating 031211 ... minnesota_chris haha I'm going to call you all the damn time now ms. x. 031213 what's it to you? who go blather from