startled
typhoid
ghosted
but
not
by
a
real
ghost
more
like
a
ghost
of
a
memory
i
thought
was
long
forgotten
(
and
she's
coming
to
my
school
!)
000727
...
Fire&Roses
I
dropped
the
phone
.
He
sneaks
up
behind
me
...
HEY
SARA
!!!
I
love
the
way
he
startles
me
.
Those
sudden
gestures
and
the
pleasure
they
bring
.
Maybe
I
am
easily
startled...
011009
...
dandy
squeal squeak
leap
and
clutch
at
my
heart
.
He
could
do
it
to
me
again
and
again
.
Such
a
wicked
laugh
at
how
quickly
I
relaxed
and
how
dramatically
I
responded
to
the
next
jab
so
soon
.
050108
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from