undried_tears
~gez~ i sit here and you are all that is on my mind. its surreal, i have never cried, ecluding one break up occasion in eight years and you have this effect on me after knowing you for a mear three or four weeks

you mean so much to me, but i do not want to say it, in fear of scaring you away. there are undried tears of being alone, and speaking to such a beautiful person which stay on my face. and will do all through the night

i love you
but its a different kind of love
021214
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Nathan88 flowed ever so slowly last nite...i was just cold needing u to warm me, i was tired needing your embrace, so angry i needed your voice to calm me...i just needed you
driving down an empty highway made me feel so alone, not even one semi was passed...i was in this alone
i needed to let you know i was alright, just to rid myself of the pain
what us it about your voice that makes everything seem alright, beatiful and soothing, caring and passionate, your love means so much to me
i fell asleep with you in my thoughts
i awoke to hear your voice, however only for a split second...but it made me feel so good
im sorry u had a bad feeling, do u care to explain? i know what its like to wanna go out jus6t to rid my mind of them, i think that was the first time i actually went out on a night u stayed in
kinda sux doesnt it
i am out of things to say, but maybe questions will arise from this
my love is undieing, please dont be fearful, i will always be true

i miss you, sorry if it doesnt make sense i just typed, u kow me not one to proofread:)
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*silent screams there's no more undried tears...i couldn't give a fuck anymore...or so i say....let's se how long i can pretend 030104
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Eowithien My undried tears still roll beyond my pink cheeks. The cool wind has made them cold, the tears mix with the rain and continue to roll throughout my mind. I contine to think on why I was crying and feel the undried tears against my cold arms, tasting them as they roll past my lips. The undried tears were cried in awe, in awe of my surroundings. I am no where special, just in my neighborhood. I am in awe of how such a beautiful place could become so dismal. 030306
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randomly recent tears in a bottle hung round your neck to remind you of you.

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