shadows_to_lurk_in madness i guess i'd lurk away from me too, if i could 021021 ... white_light sometimes you find me here 021022 ... She I'm not lurking, I'm just watching with hopes that I wont be seen. 030331 ... birdmad where i've always belonged 030331 ... Syrope i'd kill for some really dark ones right now, but the sun's about to rise. the chirping birds outside are not supposed to fill me with this kind of dread. lately when i sleep i've been having nightmares. my most productive thoughts come right before sleep, but then i'm too tired to get up and put them down on paper. apparently i curl my fingers against my face when i really want to hide against someone. i didn't used to do this... now i can cry like i used to, maybe not quite as refreshingly, but i still want to bleed, and the dull ache in my womb seems to be taking me nowhere in that direction. 030401 ... niska oh yes, child... you have many. why you do this in the daylight, still baffles me. 030401 ... wolfman Have you ever just stood in the shadows, watching the people walk by?... People do the darndest things, when they dont think anyones watching. I know... im a freak :P But seriously... life goes by... and were so immersed in it... that we never really stop to SEE... the millions of amazing things that happen, every single day. 030402 ... minnesota_chris like what? what have you seen? 030402 ... girl_jane shadows in which to lurk 030928 ... misstree i need to escape. i need to fade from even my own notice. 030928 ... ashmanzhou just because i shelter in shaded seclusion doth not mean i cower from thee and thy wrath lurking hiding waiting shades of grey to find hope in shades of black for death deified shades of white for fallen grace to be haloed in shadows though banished brightness cast off light and dusk'd feeling hide there for hate of brilliance lurk in shades forever concealing 030929 ... tortuous easy to just step away and be forgotton 030929 ... pipedream very essential, a few good shadows are...invisible to everyone but me they follow my steps..sometimes i lean back into their arms and watch the world through their haze. it's very quiet there, if not always comfortable, but they can be insistent little buggers sometimes ;) 030929 what's it to you? who go blather from