one_by_one pete each day is different, forever in the flux of the present, where the self lives, where the i finds his home. tomorrow there is no me, no individual, no life, and yesterday is the result of passing trends; nothing exists before or after, with the moment all that there is to breathe. rationality, emotions, and bodies jumbled together in confused ways as the telephones ring and are pushed free. one by one you let me be, and then again lock the chains up tight. one by one i breathe to see only to be lost again in the night. darling, i'm lost, but there is no me or you, we exist here, we do not exist, but, love, i feel you true, and the days that pass, the days that we grew, are tied together, one by one. 061229 ... Doar the mark of one. 061229 ... pete these days i feel my music is meshing with my thoughts, perhaps the thoughts lead me to the music, or the music to my thoughts, or some happy synthesis of the two. in the end the titles and lyrics and tunes and thoughts and moments lived form a harmony, silent and sweet. 071117 ... kung fu thats totally sensitive, thats why you are cool. 071117 ... aw-shucks you know, it always seems to me like you are so much a part of the process that it is hard to distiguish where you are in the cycle of creation. The words and the thoughts and the voice is all you and your reponse to the world however what is beautiful is you don't identify with that; "YOU" are just part of the process, the cycle, like being the paint on a painting. You don't see your self as a creator but a part of the creation, that is very very admirable. 071117 ... jane it's always easier to deal with things singularly. 090401 ... unhinged but they don't always come at you singularly the shit always seems to come at me in clumps 090401 ... Ouroboros I get exhausted if I even start to think about the amount of effort everything will require over the next couple of months and years for my life. So I don't. I keep it real simple, try to get done what needs to be done for the day and for the week. 090401 ... unhinged they are all leaving me behind but i have gathered three new phone numbers to me this week, like anchors when the sad grey sea wants to take me away. 090506 ... . . 090507 ... radiohead 15_step 090507 ... unhinged now_is_forever_becoming_the_past 090507 what's it to you? who go blather from