now_is_forever_becoming_the_past
zeke now is the high place in the parabola of experience, the place from which past is remembered and future imagined. now is awash with the tides of history, blown harshly by bits and pieces of broken futures and the flotsam of what was. now is eternal (while we last). now is the change that visits everything. everything_happens_everywhere_at_once in the now that we are. now is gone as it's created. now. 060328
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cool! 060328
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z thank you. 060328
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messianac_complexes 060328
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messianac_complex 060328
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z messianac_complex was a good read (this was my second pass) but i do not see it's relevance in this context. 060328
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dipperwell "The past isn't dead. It isn't even past." - William Faulkner

concurs with him 		060328
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z d: please elaborate. 060328
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unhinged in the time it takes to observe a moment, it is already gone.

impermanence
le_petit_mort
everyone_leaves_eventually (red)



i knew when i saw your face
it wouldn't last forever
just an eyeblink
in my eternity
(that taught me how to smile)
feet forward

cause i'm tired of laying in bed
dreaming for the past 		090507
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unhinged zen mind
beginners mind

the events of my daytimes
like clouds floating in the sky
that i poke along their way
with the feather of my mind


(you don't mourn for
beautiful clouds that've passed you by
do you?) 		090507
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past in the end i am all.

but don't worry, i won't let it go to my head. 		090507
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Ouroboros and the past is forever changing 090508
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(z) (how can the past change?) 090508
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Ouroboros perspective/perception/memory is not fixed.

As you remember the past (through memories, studying texts, looking at photos, etc) it is influenced and changed by the state you are in in that very moment.

eg. Feeling good about yourself? The past event of a breakup was a good move. Feeling lonely? That same breakup was a terrible mistake. 		090508
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(z) (yes, i understand that. it was my interpretation of the word "change" as it applies to the referent "past" that caused the confusion. i understand now that you meant that our relationship to the past changes as we live. thank you for clearing that up.) 090508
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Ouroboros I love bouncing ideas around with you, z 090508
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() (and i you) 090509
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