i_shouldn't_have_done_it_but ClairE I'm sorry I hurt you. I can't take it back. Man, I shouldn't have eaten the whole thing. Don't shout at me! Don't leave me. heartsick 011127 ... yeah dont you hate that feeling? i wish i could go back in time. theres a million things i wouldnt have done. 021207 ... eklektic -taking chrissy's keys and driving for 20 minutes to some random parking lot. i'm a good driver...but it was still illegal. -alana and maggie came with me. -maggie tried to smoke in chrissy's car, but we told her not to. -i turned the radio up loud and went fast over ice...it wasnt a death wish. just slippery fun - w/ a ton of metal. 021208 ... jane i did and it was the best thing i've done all week you know what i'm talking about 021208 ... EECP Things we did or didn't do.....regret that will last forever. Maybe it will change. Maybe I will not regret forever. I don't know. Everyone that needs to know I regret, does. It doesn't make it any better. Sit back and wish or hope for a better tomorrow, I suppose. I think the first thing I shouldn't have done was coming to this planet. Beyond that for everything I have done wrong, I am sorry. The answer that you wanted in a certain context, I will tried and will continue to try. For everything else that affects everyone else, I am truly sorry. I know it doesn't make it better. I wish I could. I hurt. 021209 ... we will rust your arms felt so warm around me and his are so cold. i missed you like never before, and i'm glad we were there one last time. birds sing there's not a cloud in the sky yeah august 8th is a beautiful day 021210 ... unhinged you left scratches on my face. 021210 ... girlnamedlover thats the story of our whole fucking relationship. you do things and you regret them. and then you get pissed off at me for being sad because of what you did. and then I cry because youre mad at me. and then you always tell me that you dont regret what you did and it makes me into the bad guy. I fuckin hate it. and I hate you sometimes too. I just feel like Im being replaced. 021210 ... EECP Oh Man!!!! Don't even get me started. I have done more things that shouldn't have been done. Still...none are as damaging as the one that screams in my head daily. but I can't change it now. I can only shoot for the future 030625 ... Nice Lady I convinced a retarded man to invite me into his house, stole his mother's jewelry, and hocked it for booze, which I drank with the man I was cheating on my husband with. 061116 ... stork daddy might as well be hung for a sheep as a lamb. 061116 what's it to you? who go blather from