i_just_want_to_sleep_in_a_comfortable_bed
So I am going to. For a very very very very very very very long time. 060317
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caresscoffee i wish i could sleep in a bed period.. but it makes me uncomfortable.. so i have to sleep in a chair or on the couch.. 'cause for the longest time i slept on a futon.. now i can't sleep in a regular bed..

i just want to sleep in a comfortable chair 		060317
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Snook I want to believe that i can find a
comforatable bed here
that i can let people be and that i can be me
but the are expecttions and there are lies
there
are.....
misconceptions
there is nothing
you are me i am you '
weather we hate it or love i 		060318
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u24 but unfortunately, there's a big dent in one, and the other has a huge crevice on one side, despite being pushed right against the other.

sighes. more comfortable than being crouched over the laptop, though. 		060319
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sirflaccid However, I have become accustom to the empty space beside me. To give up this state of monotonous solidarity, would require someone of a clairvoyant nature that not only finishes sentences, but compliments my position.

I just wish I knew where to she ran. 		060319
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dries&hardens without the thought of her past haunting my dreams

forcing me to wonder if knowing every detail would subdue these thoughts or if i should just be happy that i am her bookends 		060715
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three words calming trembling i_just_want_to_sleep_in_a_comfortable_bed 061004
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misstree i have one
with a hundred and a half pillows
but it's cold without
flesh to share it with 		061005
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dries&hardens i never knew the comforts of an uncrowded bed.

it has only happened twice
and one of those times was only in my dreams

but that's the only reference point i need
to know you can kick out the spooks
without giving me the creeps 		090111
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unhinged yeah
solitary sleeping isn't much comfort at all
even with all the down and pillows in the world


but then again
snoring in the ear
isn't very comfortable either 		090112
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unhinged (my brother often wakes to find himself on the floor; his dog crawls into bed with him and his woman and literally kicks my brother out his bed) 090112
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jane i_just_want_to_sleep 090112
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ungreat i want to sleep in a bed that doesn't squeak and that has room for you to lie next to me. then maybe i'll have sweet dreams instead of lsd inspired almost night mares involving shopping for my mom with my sister only to go home and find a dead body on my living room floor thats not mine any way. maybe if i sleep in a comfortable bed i'll have dreams with happy endings again. 090113
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