alright_you_fuckers_time_for_a_little_truth sabbie this truth is too little i should water it a while see if i can get it to grow 031121 ... someone knows angry, angry girl who sabbie is 031121 ... emjem arroser 031121 ... oldephebe veritas vos liberabit=the truth shall make you free..and er it's the motto of john hopkins university..break open a box of it over our heads..we could sure some.. peace..No hey thanks but i'll pass, no two fingers of rye whiskey today to take against the days splintered light.. but a quarter pound of gummy worms gives me that glucose get up and go i require.. 031121 ... oldephebe we could sure use some..*cringes as big box of truth is broken open..truth bounding like boulders out and over a mountian ridge..lifts arms impotently against it's bruising baptisms and shudders with a syncopated quake for quite some time afterwards* *then looks for rag to clean up all alkaline soul spatter* the knowledge of this freedom comes like an endless rain of tightly clenched pelting stone ..surly sky slinging down blows upon his head well that's the truth and i asked for it.. 031121 ... daf Little truths are so much more easily managed. I like the ones you can slip onto your keychain. (Cept they're so hard to find replacement batteries for!!) 031121 ... . . 031203 ... phil I was given a choice at a point in my life after I had been asleep for a long time time I remember but it seems more like a memory of a memory, not of actual events anyways, it was after some time when things were becoming hopeless and I felt stupid and angry with myself and feeling bad about so many things that I don't think I should have now that I've had oportuity to think about it I chose to live my life at home and in that choice came a seperation from people and events that mde me become horrible seperation from responsibility almost like a hospital it has been several years now but to my heart it doesn't feel like anything at all I feel alive, not like I am dreaming all the time I don't feel so out of control before, I wouldn't take care of things now I want more than ever to create I am going to school I am happy about my life, I feel there is a reason to talk about it like someone might enjoy it and making use of life this time I will have something to show for all the ideas 031204 ... oldephebe Damn phil that was so real..so authentic play on brah.. 031204 ... notme beautiful phil 031204 ... fuck you also FUCK YOU PHIL. 031204 ... phil sweet 031204 what's it to you? who go blather from