on_the_phone reue not to long ago i asked why you thought i was scrupulous you said maybe another time i'm still wondering 041119 ... suicidalchinadoll awkward! 041119 ... you asked Ill just give you and example of what made me think the way I do... You were over...and had just bought yourself this bright orange blanket. Andrew came over...you were leaving...in front of Andrew when I asked you about getting your blanket you said that you would leave it there for later. It was a total asshole comment to get to under Andrews skin. I didn't want your blanket there for any reason. I didn't need it and who was sure that you would be coming back? It was pure spite towards him. Unnecessary. You're a manipulator...you know this so there is no need for me to explain. You're also conniving...not as bad as some people i know *coughjoncough* but its in there somewhere 041119 ... reue you totally missed the point i didn't leave the blanket there to hurt him, it was so i could leave something of mine with you. sure it was a little presumptuous to expect my coming back, but it was the only thing i could go on at the moment. not like you helped my impression of what was there or what was really going on. guess i am a conniving, manipulative, asshole. wish i could change that. don't mean to bite, but i didn't want you thinking something that wasn't true 041120 ... somebody **edit: and yea, i wasn't thinking about the others present and i shouldn't have said that in front of him 041120 ... Im in a bad mood maybe if you werent so caught up on yourself and trying to get what you wanted you would have taken the others around you in account before opening your mouth. 041123 ... me again and that was just the example i happen to think of at the moment...i havent based everthing on that single moment. 041123 ... unhinged you make me laugh daddy i do not laugh that copiously often; and that is a good thing. i mean, when you are making me laugh like that, it's good. *rollseyes* i choke on my own words sometimes 041123 ... somebody 'course i was wrapped up in what i wanted. i had fallen for that beautiful charm you cast on everyone. i admit it and its not something i'm particularly proud of. please try to be a little more vindictive when letting your 'bad mood' hang out though. 041123 ... TK ... with you everynight talking about this or that, your the one who calls me now and not the other way around, your the one who wonders where I'm at when not home to take your call, and not the other way around *happy sigh* I so love you and cant wait to "steal" your boxxers once more =) 041124 ... just me Im not going to try to be anything...im me and nothing more...bad moods and all...take it or leave it. 041128 ... good say nothing on the phone just stop saying it here 041129 ... fix 041129 ... .x4 pristine dramatics 041130 ... unhinged sorry about that stoned voicemail it's been known to happen 041201 what's it to you? who go blather from