monogamy
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Raina not what I thought it'd be cracked up to be.

I still want it, but right now, there are other things that dominate my thoughts. Career, education, finances.

Not to be self centered or greedy, but I want to be worth something to the one that I become monogamous with. Yes love is fine but who wants a girlfriend or wife with no ambition?

My future husband sure doesn't. Who ever the hell he is...
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brad heat Monogamy.I thought it was a type of wood. 010107
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brad heat Monogamy. I thought that was a type of wood. 010107
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misstree heh.

personally, monogamy is not my gig... if i choose not to show physical affection to any person but one, it's by choice, not obligation... and then, it's a much stronger bond than is usually present when monogmany comes up... i have many loves, a few less lovers, and will not be chained lightly.

note: don't try this at home. this theory, applied to relationships in general ("i'd rather be with you because i want to, not because i'm obligated") is a nasty, spiky road that not many others like. as evinced by... well, nevermind, i've already plastered that story all over these pages.
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Annie111 Who the fuck thought of monogamy?

Damn them to hell. I want a harem.
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werewolf monogamy

his brow is calm and resilient
like a cross
and she is the martyr resignedly transfixed upon it.
it is a spectacle that hangs
in the well worn stations
of their touches and glances.
The young must see it,
must run that useful archetype
between their fingers in a tight
spiral and not stray
or they will lose its power,
its power to raze
the complexities of grimaces
and hands that hammer
and bleed
into a soft distant wooden expression of bliss,
into promises so sweet
that they often are a burden.
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king kong NINJA why anyone can see a mare, but does it take imagination to see a unicorn? 030422
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shorlove OSTRICHE, D A N Z I G, SUNFLOWER... 030422
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RoaulDuke I have never been with any other person than the person I was dating at that time. I won't ever cheat on anyone. I'm a very caring person, and would'nt want them to cheat on me. 060719
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Raina what a difference 13 years makes. lol

now, I couldn't care less in my present situation.
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