check_your_email yummychuckle just do it. sorry if i let u down. but one of you will hopefully be pleasantly surprised. 020414 ... Photophobe mmm what a pleasant suprise! No email! :D 020414 ... Photophobe Glowing oops! I mean... email! 020415 ... yummychuckle just because I've done it too much and we should even things out a bit kinda like when i bit off one arm and i had to get the other feild mice are playing with fairies again in the gain of one softball to another he said were only freshmen and overdosing on drugs is the cool thing to do o thought that getting some heroin would chip teeth in the com,b and we got ready for the movies that night with a new sort of sight. 020426 ... thieums I'm currently hesitating between getting a bigger penis or larger breasts... Maybe I shouldn't have checked my email, in fact. 040413 ... monee three_words is talking to me again 050107 ... monee three_words_oracle) 050107 ... r1y9a6n4 i watch all these movies where the characters seem to put into words an dpictures the visions that stroll through my head constantly. i want to write a book. put it all down. where the hell do I start? i feel like i'm so far away from home sometimes. like that place that used to remind me that everything was going to be okay is somehow vanished into the distance. i cannot go back there... and I am simply left with the dream of constantly recreating the warmth of the place that rescued my childhood. will it ever happen? will that unit that i so desire be the culmination of our meeting, or shall we, like sliding doors, pass one another in this life only to wonder what it would be had soemthng else happened? the samllest thing could have changed it all. maybe if I wouldn't have put mustard on my hot dog that day, every little event from that point on would have been different and you would have been drawn to me. maybe the snow that you see every winter but that somehow misses me would drive your cold bones to my bed. maybe NY would get old to you. old to the point where all you could think of would be me and the same dream of the home that you so long ago lost. maybe that day is simply over the horizon. maybe that day will remain what it should be ... unfulfilled fnatasy. 050108 ... puce there are people who have written you things 050506 ... falling_alone messages from blather_gods and wizards 050506 what's it to you? who go blather from